Past, Present & Future

the indecisive

2012-01-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

rase tensi bile jadi manager nie. sbb byk betul day to day decision nak kena buat. yang paling tension masa menghadapi cabaran sebenar iaitu tatkala bile big boss tanye atau mempersoalkan keputusan yang kite buat. Tak ke stress? dahla penat pk mase nak buat decision, pastu kena plak jawab nape wat decision camtu. most of the time, org akan kata, just state la basis u buat decision tu. but, circumstances sentiasa berubah2. kekadang kite sangka bos nak macam tu, tp sebenarnya die nak yang lain. haih. nape lah bos2 nie tak boleh fix kan ape yang diorg nak sebenarnya. bila tanye ape die nak, tak reti nak cakap terus terang. pastu bila kita dah try our best, still dissapointing for them.igt aku nie mind reader? bukan mintak spoon fed, if dah ade expectation, bgtau jela, rather than buat keja 2 kali. mudah n adil bg semua pihak.

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2012-01-23T23:25:00.004+08:00

Harini kami beraya kat one utama. As usual byk kedai tutup. Tp still ok la as the main anchor still bukak. Kami makan kat seoul garden. As today is public holiday, diorg caj xtra rm 2 per pax. My 2nd time ere, not bad la. We ate for about 2++ hrs. Almaklumlaa, the whole family ade. Then, we wathed this dragon show at the atrium. Best! Sbb ade byk small2 dragon dancing n fighting. Even lil kasih enjoyed the show very much. At the end of the show, the dragon offers the viewers mandarins thru their mouth, dunno whether there is any significance behind this gestures. Then, we all window shopped for a new handbag for my sis. But we ended up only buying tako, cheap mandarins, okonomiyaki n a bday cake. But the highlight of the day was when i bumped into old fren back at deloitte. Eventually, had been having the feelings of bumping into her since last friday, would never thought it will be true. N this was not my 1st time. So happy able to meet her again, wish could have long chat, but she's wif her family. So, off to selayang. Reached home, kasih tried out the new hoodie i bought for her, she loves it, even posed as what we had instructed. So cute! We had our dinner n they all went home. Dan secara tiba-tiba, umah kembali kepada yang asal. sunyi n sepi..

Kasih with new hoodies busy playing the tab

Berebut nak amik limau dr mulut naga..IRL ade ke org nak wat camtu?

overstuffed with seoul garden buffet..nie buktinya!

Singing in the Rain

2012-01-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

by Jamie Cullum

I’m singing in the rain
Just singin’ in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I’m happy again
I’m laughing at clouds
So dark up above
The sun’s in my heart
And I’m ready for love
Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place

Come on with the rain
I’ve a smile on my face
I walk down the lane
With a happy refrain
Just singin’, singin’ in the rain
Dancing in the rain
I’m happy again
I’m singin’ and dancing in the rain
I’m dancing and singin’ in the rain

Jiwa kacau

2012-01-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

org kata mimpi tu mainan tido. aku pun setuju. tp aku ade gak tgk trend mimpi vs realiti. trendnye adelah ape yg aku mimpikan mmg tak jadi realiti la. aku bersyukur sgt (sbb mimpi2 mainan tido aku mmg mimpi yg kekadang adelah mengerikan)

aku jugak perasan satu benda nie, perkara terakhir yg aku pikirkan sebelum tido berkemungkinan besar juga boleh menjadi objek utama mimpi aku.Tapikan, mimpi semalam adelah menakutkan, kerana mimpi itu berkaitan dgn Mr.X. Jadi bila aku bangun, aku terasa bergenang air mata aku. Aku jadi risau dan tiba-tiba rasa kehilangan.

Rasa macam nak hantar je sms..luahkan apa yg sebenar-benarnya dalam hati aku. Tpkan aku mmg penakut. Akhirnya aku cuma hantar satu sms yang tak bermakna.

"Ya Allah, kau yang Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Mengasihani, jika ada jodoh antara kami, maka bukakanlah jalan kepada kami. Jika tiada, aku redha dan aku pohon padaMu agar berilah ketenangan pada jiwa hambamu ini."

. . . .

2012-01-09T09:33:00.000+08:00

Kenapa susah sangat aku nak lupakan dia? Kenapa aku tiba-tiba jadi sgt rindu pada dia? Aku penat lah, berperang dengan perasaan...aku sgt2 penat...

flightless bird . . .

2012-01-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

a romantic song. boleh buat background music for wedding video.

point to ponder - TWITTER

2012-01-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

(baru2 nie aku dalam dilema sbb tersepit antara rakan2 yg dua2 aku cherish. tanak laa sbb twitter, friendship kami berantakkan, so sbb aku tatau nak cakap camne, aku decide nak luahkan disini saje, hopefully kalo org terbabit baca benda nie, baca dgn hati terbuka n jgn cepat melatah)

3-4 bulan lepas, mase tgh musim bonus rakan2 yg kerja disyarikat mnc nie, aku jadi emo apabila terdapat segelintir rakan2 yg tak abis2 cite pasal ape nak buat dgn bonus, komplen epf skit tak cecah RM10k laa, macam2 la. kalo seharian, aku tak kisah, tumpang happy la sbb rakan2 dpt bonus. tp kalo berhari2 cite pasal bonus je, aku pun naik angin, sbbnye aku almost everyday kena stayback, kena dgr bos jerit2 n tengking n bonus tu pun belum tentu dapat. pastu baru nak gosip2 dgn gembira bersama rakan2 di twitter utk mengilangkan rase depressed dan stressed, tgk timeline penuh dgn cite pasal bonus. camne laa aku tak rasa dunia nie tak adil bile ade org dpt bonus berpuluh ribu leh seharian dok main twitter mase ofis hour cite pasal bonus tu. maybe aku je kot yg tertekan masa tu, so aku stop twitter jap utk beberapa hari smp surut cite bonus.nak unfollow, rase cam over sgt, kawan2 kot.

so, now, if benda seumpamanya jadi lg, aku just zip/mute kan twitter tu buat seketika. unless kalo mmg tak dpt diubati lagi, aku unfollow jela. (tp kekadang kalo over sgt aku kekadang terikut emo). frankly speaking, mmglaa tadek documented guidelines / etiquette utk bertwitter, but i think some of this, mmg patut sentiasa diobserved:

1. kalo twit tu adalah berunsurkan gosip yg tak elok, takyahlaa sebar2kan if tak betul dh jadi fitnah

2. if you think the twitter makes u feel uneasy, sakit hati, or whatsoever, it is either u tell directly to them or u mute them or you just unfollow them. easy. (i done that last year to a fren, sbb aku rase die sgt hipokrit dan annoying)

3. u are not always right. so accept that. or else jgn laa complaint asik ilang followers.

having said that, mmg laa kite ade freedom to twit just anything, tp if we constantly twitting about the house, the pay, the sacrifices, the car bukan ke at the end tu melambangkan who we are actually; which is in this case, we are that sumbody who loves ourselves too much or we are the one who loves to brag.

so y not everytime b4 we hit the send button, please reconsider how our twit would affect other, in positive or negative way.

n once again, we can always unfollow a twitter, as maybe to us some of the twitter is not worth to follow anymore.

pesanan penaja >>> jgn smp sbb twitter. kite gaduh2 sesama kita. sekian. terima kasih.

renung...renungkan~

- towards a peaceful TWITTER-

1 year to 30 . .

2012-01-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Semalam birthday aku. the day before semalam, boss whassap n kate die dissapointed dgn aku over sumthing yg aku kena buat utk die. itu mmg sgt 'appreciative' utk aku yg dah beberapa kali tido kat ofis siapkan assignment die. ok forget it. benda dh lepas.

Semalam birthday aku. received lots of wishes thru fb, twitter and sms. received a birthday card and birthday treat from best buddy, Sue and a birthday cake from the colleague. thanx! thanx! thanx! oh, i bumped into Mukhriz Mahathir today. itu pun leh kira hadiah bday gak kan?

Semalam birthday aku. tp hari ni cam semalam tadek pape berlaku. oh its just any other day rupenye. nothing special pun. bengang with junior yg tak dgr instruction. frust dgn bos yg ...susah nak cakap la..

that's it. officially this year bday mmg paling tak best. nevertheless aku bersyukur aku still hidup utk merasa sendri 'kenikmatan' ni.

flash back 2011..flash forward 2012

2011-12-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

minggu depan akan sgt busy. so aku wat entry nie awal skit. tahun nie ada byk suka duka.

suka
- dpt promotion jadi assistant manager
- dpt pegi korea
- dpt ramai anak buah
- dpt beli hp idaman hati
- dpt beli ipad idaman hati
- dpt beli camera idaman hati
- dpt beli hp utk bonda tersayang
- dpt pusing sabah n sarawak foc

duka
- lepas promotion, kekerapan balik lambat naik dua kali ganda
- selalu kena gastrik dan migraine
- kena jerit2 dengan bos-bos (makan dalam kot nie)
- x dpt study utk exam
- berat badan dah naik byk!
- no more mr.x
- bila ada hari2 aku tetibe rindukan mr.x
- ade sorang client yg cool n berkaliber meninggal

so..dah imbanglaa..diari 2011 nie..untuk tahun depan..aku nak plan for study n travel!

Travel plan:

1. Universal Studio Singapore in January - nie nak bawak mak n adik
2. Jakarta in March - shopping. nie masih KIV
3. Seoul in July - shopping n bawak mak jejalan. masih KIV
4. London n Paris in late August/September - bawak diri sendiri. shopping n shopping

btw..sape yg berminat nak join london n paris mehla bgtau awal2.spy kite leh berkenalan2..n planning..takmo ramai2..the most is 4 org je incl me.

bos oh bos

2011-12-23T18:31:00.000+08:00

aku ade sorang bos nie. die nak byk angin skit. kekadang baik. kekadang ribut. tp yg peliknya die choleric. dulu aku penah ade konflik dgn die. so aku boikot. tak tego sape selama berbulan2. tp ntah camne jadi ok balik.

then satu hari nie masa baru balik dr client, nak masuk ofis, staff aku bgtau die ade kat ofis. then aku just cakap..biarlah..pastu tak semena-mena, die bukak tingkap n pandang kami kat bawah. ok itu adalah scary! takanlaa die boleh dgr kami dr dlm kot!! (fuhh..seb baik tak ngumpat die) kami jadi kaget kejap n terus naik atas.

naik atas je aku terus g bilik die. nak confirmkan betul ke die boleh dgr. rupenye die tgh cari coverage phone, n kebetulan die nampak aku tu yang die bukak tingkap. kononnye nak takut2kan aku.. hahaha. mmg pelik laa peel bos ku nie. kalo tgh good mood ade je cara nak kenakan kami~

mesej 01

2011-11-25T04:38:00.001+08:00

aku stayback kat ofis harini. sbbnye ade dateline. pastu tetibe aku rindu kat seseorg. dem. aku marah kat diri sendri kot. sbb dah janji pada diri sendri takleh rindu2 dah kat mr.x. tp camne ar? tgh bz2 wat keja pun boleh jd lagi rindu? so aku cite kat team aku yg still tgh wat keja lagi pasal mr.x. cite same spt ape yg still fresh dlm memori. esp. the day kami berdua naik motosikal di tengah mlm di kg bongor, grik.jgn speculate ok! ade skit misscommunication, so die kena hanta aku balik ke umah keluarga angkat aku. along the way he had said sumthing, n aku pun kan blur, so cam tak respon lebih2.

n till today aku still igt lg mlm tu. pas abis aku cite. diorg marah aku sbb tak tggu je mr.x. aku cakap aku takut tak dpt terima kenyataan, kalau die dah berubah hati.

n at the same time, pas abis cite tu aku pun marah dgn diri sendri sbb tak bg respon yg septtnya masa mlm tu. yelah, kalo aku cakap aku pun ske ko. maybe tak secomplicated hidup aku camni. maybe aku dah terlambat kot. now. maybe patut terima ajakan diorg pegi "fishing kat pond yg lebih lucrative" kot.

panggilan pulau

2011-10-28T09:50:00.002+08:00

Pulau Langkawi

Pulau Manukan

Alhamdulillah..rezeki masing2 mmg hanya Allah yang tahu..wpun tak dpt g jauh2..dpt merentas laut pun jadilah..papehal pun agak kepenatan..sbb salin bag..balik kk terus g langkawi.. :P

Lovely day

2011-10-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

to readers n frens...hopefully today will be a lovely day . .Billy Withers ft Maroon 5 - Lovely DayWhen I wake up in the morning, loveAnd the sunlight hurts my eyesAnd something without warning, loveBears heavy on my mindThen I look at youAnd the world's alright with meJust one look at youAnd I know it's gonna beA lovely day... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...When the day that lies ahead of meSeems impossible to faceWhen someone else instead of meAlways seems to know the wayThen I look at youAnd the world's alright with meJust one look at youAnd I know it's gonna beA lovely day.....When the day that lies ahead of meSeems impossible to faceWhen someone else instead of meAlways seems to know the wayThen I look at youAnd the world's alright with meJust one look at youAnd I know it's gonna beA lovely day......

hati mati

2011-10-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

2-3 hari ni sgt panas. panas dgn video2 hangat di youtube dan gambar2 ngeri. antaranye pasal budak di china kena langgar. n pasal baby kena kelar oleh maknye. dikala sume tgh heboh, aku adelah antara org2 tak amik port. tgk pun tak. sbbnye aku dah bosan dgn kekejaman manusia. dan aku takut hati aku mati, bila over exposed tgk video n gamba2 macam nie. nape hati boleh mati? kalo pada mulanya ko rase ngeri n menakutkan, tp bile asik diamalkan, lama2 sudah jadi kebiasaan, dan andai kata dlm realiti berlaku didepan mata, ade kemungkinan akan terdetik dlm hati "alaa..kecik je nie..ade lg teruk penah aku tgk". aku tanak jd mcm tu. so atas dasar itu, aku tak tgk benda2 mcm nie.

serigala besar yg jahat

2011-10-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

tiap2 tahun. ade 3 main shopping event yg aku nnt2kan:

- sogo member's preview sale
- air asia sale
dan . .
- big bad wolf books sale aka BBW

alhamdulillah tahun nie aku berjaya pegi ke bbw. dua kali plak tu. mmg berbanyak terima kasih pada sahabatku, Sue. Dahlah bawak aku g mkn tengahari di tpt yg sedap, pastu siap anta aku balik lg.

big bad wolf books sale nie adalah stock clearance. ape jenis stok? obviously laa from its name..buku2. what kind of books? english; fiction, non fiction, kids, craft, bibliography, computer, byk gilelaaa genre2 buku. how cheap? sgt2 murah. bayangkan buku hardcover at RM160 pun boleh jd rm25. silekan imagine murah macam mana harga buku2 di sale itu.

anyway, sorry to u all, books sale tu dah abis. sbb seminggu je. however,kalo ade lg tahun depan, it shud be around october (based on my previous exp).

tahun nie adalah sgt bagus dr tahun lepas. kudos to BBWB team for:

1. dewan yg besar, so ruang berjalan ade byk, tak perlu asik cakap "excuse me" atau terasa terganggu sbb ade org tertolak mase tgh kalut cari buku
2. tempoh beratur masa membayar pun tak lama. sekejap je dah gerak; maybe sbb the day b4 aku dtg,dah ade org komplen kot
3. byk gile buku yg best2.best in term title, varieties n paling penting - penulis
4. the exclusive and high quality bookmark.
5. provide stamping services
6. provide tpt sementara utk reserve buku2
7. dan sbb berjaya buat aku belanja hampir rm400 mase sale tu

nway mase sale tu; aku berjaya memborong koleksi sophie kinsella (the shopaholic), gossip girl, james patterson dan tony parson. puas ati ok. malas nak cite panjang; aku bg korang tgk hasilan 1st day outing kat bbwb. n korang judge sendiri laa baloi atau tak

hasilan hari pertama .. total spent = RM308, total titles = 36

2nd day , total spent RM100 , titles = 11

the crowd

marah

2011-10-01T23:07:00.001+08:00

aku tgh marah dgn bos aku. adik aku. colleague. n marah dgn diri aku sendiri. aku sgt marah smp aku menangis semalam. fine. korang buat la ske hati korang. aku igt smp mati ape korang buat.

cerite bag

2011-09-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

antara hobi aku adelah membeli handbag. range harga bag aku dlm rm100 - 250. sbb tak mahal sgt. tu yg adela skali dua terbeli 2 handbag dlm masa 2 bulan. favourite brand? not limited, tp buat masa nie, kebanyakkan yg aku ada adalah NOSE, kalo aku selalu usha2 adalah carlo rino, bobby franz, nine west, primavera, mango n gin&jacqie.

ade skali tu, beg aku dah terlalu byk sbb dah berkumpul 3-4 tahun, smp penuh almari. n kebetulan aku tgh nak cari kad membership yg aku tak igt dlm handbag mane, last2 aku kemas sume handbag tu n lelong free kat adik aku, lebihan, aku derma.

n baru2 nie pun mase aku misplace ipad aku, yg mane aku letak dlm one of the handbag yg aku tak igt kat mane, aku pun kemas lagi koleksi handbag aku sampai tinggal byk nie je:

yg merah n oren tu beli di dongdaemun, seoul. sgt heart bag oren tu. beige tu from nose, beli sbb ade ribbon bow yg cute n pro at the same time. the black one kat primavera, beli mase jalan2 at queensbay mall penang, raya haritu. for now, bag favourite utk g keja.

biru tu from nose. occasionally used bile minggu tu rase nak pakai baju warna biru n ijau je. hehe. putih tu dr sembonia, hadiah 27th bday dr mak. merah menyala tu dr seed, beli half price mase sogo member's sale. nie pun favourite bile jejalan. beg coklat n floral nie dr nose. beli sbb nmpk sweet.

last but not least, nie bag terbaru beli. 1st time beli bag animal skin printed nie. mak aku bising jap..sbb cam bag ular..haha..tp kamon laa..harga rm100++ je takan laa kulit ular kot..hahah..nie bag utk majlis rasmi n kenduri.

p/s: tgh dlm perancangan nak beli lagi 2 bag; hijau n pink.

aku dan kosmetik

2011-09-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

sejak 2-3 bulan lepas, menjadi2 jerawat n jeragat di muka nie. kalo dulu aku tgk complexion muka aku still sekata, skang dah nmpk tompok2 itam kesan jerawat.aku pk punca2 nye sbb aku stress, so menggalakkan hormon2 yg tak sepatutnya. then, sbb bila bz sgt, makan pun tah pape, byk fast n fried food, buah n sayur kurang. sbb terlalu sibuk gak, most of the time bile balik lewat mlm aku tak cleanse muke properly, terus tido, so lame2 sume oil2 tu clogged up muka aku.

actually rase tak severe sgt. tp bila ade colleague nak jual krim utk rawatan muka bagai, baru aku pasan, mmg dah teruk gak nie. so aku wat tindakan segera, aku beli introductory set SK 2. hargenye rm199, ade lotion, pitera essence (yg dikatakan tahan selama 1 bulan) n satu keping mask.byk laa tips aku dpt. salah satunye, though tak pakai heavy make up (ie talkum je) still kena guna remover, to remove oil2 tu.

cara pemakaian pun senang. letak kat tgn dan tepuk2 kat muka je. pas 6 hari, aku rase ade laa skit perubahan. rase kulit muka nie bernafas.fyi, sblm nie, bila cuci muka pakai loreal hydrafresh yg ade rase berangin2 tu, rase berangin tu kurang, maybe byk oil clogging kot. tp skang, terasa angin2 tu. x sabar nk tggu smp cukup sebulan nak tgk hasil seterusnya.

Featured Song of The Week

2011-09-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

D Masiv - Jangan Menyerah

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

kita pasti pernah
dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini
tak ada artinya lagi

reff1:
syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

repeat reff1

reff2:
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa

repeat reff1
repeat reff2

tips pegi interview utk adik2

2011-09-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

memandangkan memasing dh dpt bonus mase raya haritu, dan2 laa surat resignation berduyun2 tiba kat meja hr. yg pening skang adelah manager. nape partner tak pening? sbb die dah ade manager yg akan peningkan utk diorg. oh, indahnya hidup seorang partner! jeles. :P

haha. so akhir tahun pun dah tinggal 3 bulan je, skang tgh musim merekruit org baru. so, aku pun join turun padang, interbiu adik2 yg baru grad nie. seriusli, byk betul penemuan2 aku. so utk adik2 yg bercita2 nak jadi juruaudit. ataupun mencari kerja, nie ade beberapa tips berulang tp masih x diikuti utk korang2.(anda yg 'kakak2' dan 'abg2' pun boleh gak..hihihi)

1. tolonglaa create email address yg agak formal sedikit. cth: tak formal : amir_skunk85@grunge.net, cth formal: amir_ahmad85@yahoo.com

2. amik gamba passport pakai collar tshirt ataupun blazer/jacket.

3. kalau anda memohon kerja utk juruaudit atau akaun eksekutif, tp gred bg subjek matemarik adalah purata b ke bawah, sile pk 2 kali. ataupun sediakan evidence/alasan nape gred tu tak boleh pakai

4. buat persediaan dgn meraptaikan diri anda dgn soalan2 interbiu dlm internet. seriusli, 80% soalan temuduga adalah drp sumber2 internet

5. karang dan hafal jawapan utk soalan nie, so far kemana2 pun, ini adalah soalan favorite:
- cerita pasal diri sendiri, family, pendidikan n pengalaman kerja
- ape kedudukan anda pada 5 tahun akan dtg (long term goal)

6. semak semula formatting resume anda.

tu je penemuan terkini. sbb baru interbiu 8 org. hehe. all the best!

nama

2011-09-21T14:36:00.001+08:00

last week bday mr.x. aku ade ajak die dtg rumah terbuka, tp katenye die dah lame plan getaway. tatau laa kat mana. n dgn sape. yg pasti jauh.

so biasa la. bila aku x dpt kepastian n pada masa yg sama aku malu nak bertanya. mula la byk soalan2 berlegar2 dlm otak nie. sumenye pk yg bukan2 je. sebenarnya nie bukan pasal trust issue, sbb kami bukan dalam relationship yg relevan dgn 'trust' nie. aku rasa nie sume lebih kepada rasa insecure.

aku rase x perlu aku tanye diri sendri nape aku rasa insecure, sbbnya aku sendri telah memerangkapkan diri dlm relationship yg tah pape nie. n mungkin juga sbb aku mmg ske pk lebih2. walhal jadinya tak tentu lagi.

kenape relationship yg tah pape? sbbnye - relationship nie tak bernama. bersifat atas pagar. dan byk berunsurkan main tarik tali antara dua pihak. bile aku pk nak namekan relationship as a friendship.aku takut pegi jalan mati. tp sebenarnya aku yg degil dan saja2 buat2 tak paham akan hakikat kebenaran ayat nie: "kalo dah jodoh tu tak ke mana."

selepas aku buang masa 2-3 hari pk die pegi mane n dgn sape, dan 3-4 aku pk2 hala tuju hal ini. aku pun buatlaa keputusan utk mengambil tindakan. memandangkan mr.x nie pun agak ayam nak bersemuka dgn aku. (mungkin die rasa takde pape yg perlu dibincang), jadinya aku pun anta mesej panjang lebar dekat die melalui whatsapp. adelah setengah jam pk nak karang ape. akhirnye aku tekan send tanpa hesitation. dan aku rasa pale otak aku dah ringan. seriusli.

mesej tu mmg panjang. tp tadekla sepanjang karangan upsr bebudak nie. kate dewasa, so kenala menulis cara org dewasa. caranye : aku bg intro skit (wish bday) pastu aku tambah intro2 plak. baru aku tembak isi utama n bagi penutup.

btw. isi utama mesej tu adelah aku memberi nama pada relationship nie.

dan nama yg aku beri adalah:

"FRIENDSHIP"

(utk itu, aku ucapkan tahniah pada diri sendri) chills~

Featured song of the week

2011-09-21T12:08:00.000+08:00

말레이시아에서 K - 팝 열풍이 현재와 같은, 내가이 항목의 K - 팝 차트 토퍼 중 하나를 넣어하는 것이 더 적절할 것 같아요. 그럼, 즐겨주세요!

ipad ku hilang

2011-09-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

aku kehilangan ipad . tempat kejadian? bilik sendri. punca kejadian? byk sgt tempat utk sorok barang. dah 3 hari cari kot

arrghhh..tak pasal2 aku kena selongkar bag2..kotak2..tepi katil..rak buku...

p/s: mintak doa cari barang dr opismate

rumah terbuka

2011-09-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

aku buka umah hari sabtu haritu. memandangkan tamu yg dijemput adalah dlm scale yg besar; kawan adik2, ofismate mak aku, sedara-mara, keluarga mertua adik aku, so persiapannye dan $$$ pun mestilah besar gak.nasib baik hari jumaat cuti, makanye kami fully utilize cuti tu.

menu yg dihidangkan; mihun sup tulang, laksa penang, nasi ayam, roti jala, mihun sup tulang dan laksa penang je buat sendri, lelain catering. alhamdulillah turn out adelah ramai.aku rasa around 100++ . mknn pertama sold out;sate, next laksa penang. next ayam nasi ayam. aku rase silap gak laa..pttnye order ayam tu 70 org mkn, tp nasi utk 40-50 org makan je.

disamping makan2, kitorg buat sambutan harijadi si kecik Nur Kasih. Tp agak spoil skitlaa, sbb si kecik tu sgt moody haritu. dh jangka pun. dgn sgt ramai org n panas..so meragam laa die.nevertheless..kek tu berjaya dipotong jua akhirnya.

sesuatu yg tak dijangka; aku jumpe sorang kakak senior semesta; kak shikin kat umah aku. rupenye, mak die kawan dgn mak mertua adik aku, suami die satu sekolah dgn gf adik aku, n indirectly kenal adik aku. kecik kan dunia nie? kak shikin dtg dgn anaknye yg sgt cute. best gak catchup dgn kak shikin. tetibe buat aku rasa nak buka umah utk ex semesta plak tahun depan. insya allah.

Why UTPBEST ?

2011-08-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

Malam tadi. timeline twitter ku bz gile. bukan sbb esok cuti. atau sume uzur so tak dpt g terawih. tp sbb main hash tag #utpbest. mmg best n comel gaklaa, reminiscing the good old times kat UTP. harinie aku go thru balik #utpbest, n nak laa tepek beberapa yg best n kelaka n true facts from the ex utpians.

hehe..aku lah antara yg memenuhkan library

mmg takleh lupe tilam yg sedap tu..lg2 kalo dpt quilt tu skali


alasan camnie pun ade?

setuju!

Sbb tu convo kat utp best

haha..the day when utusan kena troll dgn bebudak u..

huhu...wives??

a ah kan..betul gak tu

visi n mis utp

korang ade? stesen minyak dlm u?

betul tu..mmg tadek laa lagging2 cam skang..:(

alhamdulillah . .

errr...1Malaysia?

yg nie aku mmg tak paham

2011-08-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

aku tak paham. dah 2-3 tahun tak collect payment. pastu korang expect aku yg baru takeover nak korek balik maklumat. cari alamat latest. phone number utk collect payment? ade yg dah bil awal gile, tp smp sudah tak abis deliver servis pun ade. aku gak nak menembokkan muke mintak maaf kat client. yg paling aku angin, aku wat keja, aku punye portfolio, org lain bilkan, org lain collect. fine. buat ske ati korang. kubur lain2. pk sendri lah.

Lagu tema minggu ini

2011-08-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

Sara Bareilles - Undertow

Silly me, look what I did again
I found what I want
Is what I cannot have
I didn't mean to be so predictable
But I blame it all on who made you irresistible

And it isn't something I need
'til you tell me I can't
Why wear my heart on my sleeve
When it looks so good in your hand

My heart breaks in a heart beat
And you storm me when you come and go
The taste of something so sweet should have
Warned me 'bout the undertow
Oh, I couldn't find a better man to let me go

Little girl, I don't know why you stay
If I had a feather for every time daddy said that I could fly away
Old habits are so hard to break
It'd be a shame to stop now that I've started to make really good mistakes

And I don't know why I must ask
For the forbidden fruit
I saw the snake in the grass
But I had bitten too soon

My heart breaks in a heart beat
And you storm me when you come and go
The taste of something so sweet should have
Warned me 'bout the undertow
Oh, I couldn't find a better man to let me go

I should have seen you coming in
Should recognize the signs a wave's gonna break
Now, I've given in, why fight it when
I'm resigned to simply live in your wake
Your wake

Heart breaks in a heart beat
And you storm me when you come and go
The taste of something so sweet should have
Warned me 'bout the undertow
Oh, I couldn't find a better man to let me go
No no no no
I couldn't find a better man to let me go

tak paham atau sengaja tanak paham?

2011-08-12T21:06:00.001+08:00

aku bukanlaa ske sgt nak memintak2 nie. sbbnye ego aku mmg tinggi skit. kalo tadek org offer. jgn haraplah aku nak mintak. unless kalo dh desperate sgt, barulah aku mintak. tp haritu mmg aku angin. setakat nak makan buke je kot. bukannye aku ajak pegi makan kat fine dining mane2 pun, dpt olio seafood spaghetti kat signature pun dah ok sgt bg aku. tp perluke smp nak minta nak join buke puasa dgn supplier? maybe bg certain org..tadek hal pun.maybe la die nak bg aku makan sedap2 n special skit, which is aku skit pun tak kisah. tp bg aku yg ske pk byk nie. aku tak puas hati. kalo tak ikhlas tu cakap jelah. kalo nak kuar beramai2 skit cakaplaa, bolehlaa aku ajak adik2 aku, kalo tak cukup ramai, aku leh bawak adik tiri aku skali. nie takde cakap papepun. tak paham ke aku just nak makan sambil borak2 dgn ko? malas aku nak paham lebih lanjut. buat sakit hati je. buatlaa ske ati ko, malas aku nak amik tau dah.pegilaa main tarik tali kat tpt lain.

p/s: luahan perasaan amarah ep.1

1d 2n Penang

2011-08-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

Sue - Mastermind

roadtrip nie dah dirancang awal julai. tp sbb perhimpunan bersih, kami terpaksa delaykan, kerana bantahan keras dr bondaku tercinta. pas tgk jadual. tggl weekend terakhir b4 puasa je yg kami free (kami = aku + sue). tu pun aku terpakse korbankan skit sogo member's sale. tak dpt nak all out laa..heheh

tp alkisahnye, pada pagi sabtu tu, aku sempatlaa g sogo member's sale. smp around 10 am dan sungguh terkejut dgn kesesakan luar biasa kat jalan tar tu. first time aku tgk jalan tar jam seawal pukul 10 pg! maybe itu petanda rakyat mesia nie sbnrnye byk duit sbnrnye. aku pusing2 cari handbag satu, kasut satu n few shirts. dh dpt terus cek out. tak kuasa..ramai gile2 umat dlm sogo tuh! mau pengsan berasak2 dgn diorg.

Yeay!! Penang Bridge!

dr sogo kami memulakan perjalanan ke penang. ade laa 2-3 stops. isi minyak dan beli jajan. memandangkan mak long aku sibuk berpolitik, kami tk dpt nak menumpang tido kat umah die, so kami pun gamble laa terus ke batu feringghi. as expected, most of the hotel, tggl yg mahal2 saje. setakat nak tido se malam je, buat pe yg mahal2. akhirnye kitorg decide nak tido kat Lazyboy travelodge je. ala2 backpackers hostel, kat belakang happy mart. mase tu ade lagi 3 jenis bilik. RM50(bilik air luar), rm70(bilik air dlm) n rm150 (tak tgk yg nie). kami amik rm70. bilik sempoi je. toiletries kena bawa/beli sendri. tak kisahlaa..nak mandi n tido je.

Pasembur di Padang Kota Lama

pas refreshed, kami mencari mkn. lapar gile kot.1st stop, nasi kandar subaidah kat tepi jalan tokong. nie mmg port biasa makan nasi kandar. tak sesedap dulu, tp still feel lain dr makan kat kl. pas dah tak kebulur sgt dah, kami gerak ke padang kota lama utk misi pasembur. agak rugi pegi sane pas baru makan nasi kandar, sbb pas makan pasembur dan sotong kangkung, kitorg dah serender.

so, kitorg baliklaa ke pasar mlm batu feringhi. jalan2 cuci mata, ringankan purse. kami sebenarnye tercari2 satu gerai tu tp tak terjumpe.so jadiknye, terbeli benda lain. aku beli cekak bling2 dan satu lagi handbag . alkisahnye aku tanak beli handbag tu. sbb mahal! aku tanye je memula tu. pastu seller tu demo laa tuang minyak n bakar bag tu utk prove bag to leather ori. then aku cakap, takpela, then die cam sgt persistent nak jual bag tu kat aku. siap tanye bp aku leh offer. takut weh!! last2 aku cakap aku ade rm100 je. so die jual bag tu rm100 je kat aku. siap kate takan ade org jual ori leather at that price, n tunjuk buku sale die. n siap pesan len kali dtg beli kat die. sorilaa bro..aku dah blacklist ko..scaryyy..

pas abis usha2 pasar tu, kami pegi berurut kat kedai urut depan pasar tu. kirenye pengalaman pertama aku diurut. kalo urut kaki RM25 utk setengah jam. sedap gak kakak tu urut, siap borak2 wat lawak lagi. mmg relax. pastu aku tambah rm35 utk setengah jam, urut leher , shoulder n back. yg nie pun best, cume tak best bile die urut bahu, nak terjerit aku. sakit gile dua2 belah bahu. katenye urat kat situ tak betul, silap haribulan nnt tak larat nak angkat tgn.

Jeruk Salak, Jeruk Kelubi, Jeruk Mangga

hari kedua, pas cek out, kitorg mencari nasi kandar line clear. nie 1st time aku pegi. tatau plak dekat dgn chow rasta. kali nie makan bermewah skit. bkn sengaja nak bermewah, tp harga kat situ mmg mahal skit. mmg sedap. tp aku rase nasi kandar beratur lg sedap. aku rase jelaa, sbb aku dh lame tak rase nasi kandar tu, last aku makan pun 2 tahun lepas. dpt je nasi kami yg dah lapa gile, makan dgn lajunye, tanpa berkata pape.

Cendol Pulut yg heaven..tp hell for the diabetic

last mission adelah mencari jeruk. nie mission sue. aku amik gamba je. dh borong 2-3 jenis jeruk, kami beli cendol pulut yg manisssss tp sedappp!! aku pun sempat laa tapau cucur udang kat belakang chow rasta tu (as usual sedap spt dulu). pas dh dpt ape yg dicari, kami pun berangkat pulang ke KL. bye2 penang! Nway, thanks to Sue sbb sudi ajak aku merayau2 di penang.

you can count on me

2011-08-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

i'm dedicating this song to my family n frens..

Bruno Mars - Count on Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

ramadhan datang lagi!

2011-08-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

salam,

cepat betul mase berjalan. rase baru je sambut raya. tup tap2 dah pose balik. tahun nie pose pasti akan terase lebih skit cabarannye. sbbnye cuaca skang sgt panas. so, time sahur n buka tu, lebih2kanla minum air. jgn plak mandi smp 3-4 kali..tu makruh tu.

puasa kali nie same je cam tahun lepas. aku masak sahur kalo hari keja. mak plak masak hari cuti. so pagi td aku laa tukang masaknye. dlm masa setengah jam, aku berjaya siapkan - telur dadar+udang kunyit dgn cili padi+sawi dgn sos tiram+ikan bilis goreng dgn cili kering. alhamdulillah, sume abis. kirenye skill memasak tu masih ade wpun dah lame tak memasak. hehehe

pagi esok still turn aku memasak.tatau la nak masak ape plak. mungkin petang kang baru dpt idea ataupun tapau n panaskan saje. easy breezy. hehe

papehal pun. selamat berpuasa sume. lebihkan ibadah. kurangkan percakapan yg sia2. semoga bertambah keberkatan puasa tahun nie.

hutang oh hutang..

2011-07-30T02:18:00.000+08:00

1. aku hutang blog aku - entries on Everland , Nami Island dan Shopping Trip at Seoul
2. aku hutang diri sendri - a hair treatment and bedroom makeover
3. aku hutang bos aku - finalised audited financial statement
4. aku hutang dgn staff aku - belanja makan

tp hutang aku dgn Allah lg byk!! Ya Allah ..panjangkanlaa umur aku..semoga aku sempat langsaikan sume utang2 nie dulu..
amin..

cramps n shiver

2011-07-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

nie adelah persoalan mengenai kesihatan. pernahkah anda mengalami:

1. kaki kejang tiba2 di tengah malam, bile korang stretch kan kaki anda? (kalo ibu mengandung..nie mmg agak biasa bg diorg)tp bg yg bukan..mcm pelik je kan? ape kes laa smp cramp2 nie..dlm kes aku..dlm sebulan mestilaa kena at least skali..bile dah terkena, takleh jalan for a while..pastu..pas 3-4 jam, dah boleh jln..tp cam tempang sebelah..kat betis terasa sakit lagi..

so bile aku surf sana sini..nie yg aku jumpe:

Punca2 biasa dan cara mengelakkannye
- kekurangan air aka dehydration . .so kena laa amik air at least 8 kali sehari
- kekurangan potassium n calcium . .so amik vitamin..or makan the source food; ubi keledek , ubi kentang (dgn kulit), kacang putih, kurma, tomato, milk
- berdiri lama sgt diatas permukaan yg keras..

2. menggigil tiba2 di waktu malam

nie baru je develop since last year. mungkin sbb terlalu sejuk, n aku plak lupe nak tarik selimut, tetibe cam menggigil gile satu badan. .adelah 2-3 kali jadi..yg nie still tatau...samada normal atau tak..maybe akan ditanye pada yg berkenaan nnt..

p/s: kalo anda ade pape info berkaitan silelah sharing k!

Love Saves The Empty

2011-07-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

Terjumpe lagu yg best nie mase tgk vc solemnization of Nurul Syuhada n Raja Amir . .Anyway, kalo korang belum tgk..u shud watch it.. sweet ok~ n diorg tersangat2 laa padan! kudos to CST yg tak penah fail utk produce awesome wedding video..

Erin Mccarley - Love, Saves The Empty

Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls.
Mama didn't teach me.
Little boys don't know how to treat little girls.
Daddy didn't show me.

Face down, on top of your bed.
Oh why did I give it up to you?
Is this how I shoot myself up high,
Just high enough to get through?

Again, the false affection.
Again, we break down inside.
Love save the empty.
Love save the empty, and save me.

Sad boy, you stare up at the sky
When no one's looking back at you.
You wear your every last disguise;
You're flying, then you fall through.

Again, the false attention.
Again, you're breaking inside.
Love save the empty.
Love save the empty, save me.
Love save the empty.
Love save the empty.

Stars feel like knives,
They tell us why we're fighting.
Storm, wait outside.
Oh, love, hold us together.

Love, save the empty.
Love, save the empty.
Love, save the empty.
Love, save the empty, and save me.
And save me.

last chance

2011-07-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish Mr.X read my blog. but the thought of him browsing thru some of the entries whereby i rant about other guys made me grateful that he didn't. :p

lately, i started to be in touch with Mr. X again. Why? Well, i dont have answer for that. It just happened that whenever i feel very sad or unhappy, i end up sharing it with him. though he's not that good with giving advices, but he is a good listener.

Btw, i noticed that Mr.X had changed. Maybe bcoz it had been like so many months we had not contacted each other.Now, he's bit jual mahal. haha.

Nway, I'm giving ourselves a last chance. If Allah permits, alhamdulillah. If not, it is ok. We can always be frens like last time.. :)

Was it because of the gravity ?

2011-07-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

Sara Bareilles - Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

p/s: it's the week. his last day would be in this week. heart would be missing him. but heart will be less in vain without him around.

Photos #1

2011-07-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

i love taking pictures of bugs n natures. so bile dpt g floria smlm, of course laa angkut kodak easyshare max tu. tp sbb dah malam, so terhadlaa skit nak amik gamba nie, sbb camera tu bukan dslr. among all, i love this phote the most.

Jalan2 Bakar Kalori Demi Jantung di Taman Botani

2011-07-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

Aku dah puas dedicatekan hari Sabtu n Ahad aku utk keja2 yg tak penah nak siap2 tu. so utk minggu2 terakhir bulan 7 nie aku memberontak laa kejap. kuar dgn kawan2. berjoli . bergosip. bergelak ketawa.

so pada suatu pagi ahad, aku telah meluangkan masa join Jacob's Walk of Life 2011. Tahun nie diorg buat kat Taman Botani Negara @ Taman Pertanian Malaysia @ Bukit Cerakah @ Bukit Cahaya Shah Alam. Kalau tak silap JWOL 2008 pun diorg buat kat sana gak. Kali nie, katanye, registration mula pukul 6 am - 7.30 am. Makanye berkobar2 laa kami nak bangun awal. (kalo miss registration x dpt baju n goodies).

aku overnite umah Mawar; bff kat subang, dgn plan asal bangun kul 5.30 pagi. tp setelah berlaku peristiwa antara kami dan prince frog di kala lewat mlm, kami terlajak bangun kul 6 plak. siap2 segala, kul 7 baru gerak. igtkan sempat smp, tp masalah teknikal lain plak yg muncul. Mawar yg amik gamba map dah lupe nak caj hp. Aku plak tak amik gamba tu gak, sbb Mawar dah amik. Sah2 laa kami akhirnya sesat di Shah Alam. Dlm ketegangan mencari jalan, aku punye hp plak kredit dah abis, terpaksa *126*no-hp-bff-sorang-lg-Rina# nak tanye jalan (sorry babe. aku janji pas nie aku amik samsung galaxy S II atau xperia Arc siap dgn line tepon dan data plan- no more keabisan kredit lagi dan boleh fully utilised gps apps :p )

pelik bin ajaib, only after roundabout kat masjid shah alam tu baru nampak taman botani tu kat signboard. walhal tpt tu tpt perlancongan kot. sepatutnye kenalaa byk skit signboardnye (spy org asing spt kami senang nak mencari taman botani byk name tu) akhirnya pas sejam jalan2 pusing bkt jelutong n shah alam, kami berjaya smp. alhamdulillah. tp as usual menapak gak laa dr luar nak ke tpt berhimpun. tak kisah pun, anggap jelaa tu warming up session. smp kat registration counter, tgk dah tadek org beratur, tp kotak tshirt cam byk lg, so gamble sajelah mintak. unlike last year, takyah gaduh2, diorg bagi je. kan bagus camtuh! aku bg satu markah bonus utk itu.

next, operasi cari rina n clan yg duk jauh tp smp awal sejam lebih dr kami. - rina+azhar+fatin dan izma+kmie+farid. mmg mencabar laa nak cari dlm himpunan ribuan manusia berbaju kuning, tp kalo tak cari tak cukup korum n bosan laa jalan2 tadek geng gosip. mujur ade minah kenit duk atas bahu ayahnye, senang je nak mencari, x lame pastu bermulelaa operasi jalan2. memula steady je, gelak2. gosip2. usik2. dah masuk km ke bape tah, start jalan mendaki bukit, pastu turun bukit yg curam plak - muke memasing dah merah2, n berpeluh cam workout kaw2 kat gym. seriusli, mmg lebih mencabar dan jauh kalo nak compare to 2009 & 2010 punye. camnepun, pastinye kitorg berjaya abiskan. tahniah pada diri sendri :)

dah abis jln, kenala amik reward, iaitu goodies bag. walaupun terpaksa beratur panjang dikala panas terik, aku tgk ok gakla sistem diorg buat tu. dr bukak counter byk2 n then rebut2 cam tak makan 5 hari. cume awalnye cam lembap skit gerak sbb org yg q tak fully utilise tpt redemption yg ade. sume pakat berenti kat kaunter yg depan2 je. tp pastu dh ok. n paling penting tadek gaduh2 cam last year. i like! tp kurang like plak bile tgk biskut free dah x same cam last year.

Fatin - Duta kecil tak rasmi JWOL 2011..

Kmie - Tokey goodies bag Jacobs

Peserta Sehati Berjalan JWOL 2011


Cam pernah tgk org ramai2 pakai baju kuning nie..tp bile yeee?? ;p

oooo...kat sini upenye.. ;p

Muke ceria di awal perjalanan

Fatin - dgn pijama baru yg sgt menarik perhatian ramai peserta2 yg lain

Sambil jalan sambil gosip. Itulah kami


Gadis2 JWOL except yg tgh tolak stroller. Tu Mak Buyong yg dah 6 bulan tu, tp still steady je jln~

Farid - Peserta baru tahun nie. Baju warna lain sbb die pemerhati je. ;p

Cik Ma yg tolong beratur nak amik goodies beg

Daddy's Little Girl

so in conclusion, the event had much improved than last year n prior year. registration n redemption tak kalut sgt. tshirt pun best! cume tapak eventnye je kureng skit (tak sesuai nak bawak anak kecik jalan skali+tpt berhimpun terhad). nevertheless, thanks to the organiser n sponsors for willing to spent time n money to hold such event. :)

p/s: thanx byk2 to rina n mawar n izma..u made my day~

i wish for you to just go . .

2011-07-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

heard a bad news. bad news for me not him. hopefully it is just a rumor. i badly wanted him to blah from the firm. so that i can have peaceful mind while doing work at the office. so that i can forget him. yes. if he really stay, i think i can go crazy! he's driving me crazy. till the extend i feel like to avenge him.

well, if he really stay. i will do that. certainly. no second thought. so, to YOU..please just go! for my sake..i plead to you...

lafaz bukan mainan

2011-07-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

aku mc semalam. sbb? combo selsema+batuk+migraine . sbb takleh nak konsentret wat keja, aku tgkla tv. ape yg menarik? adela..satu drama nie. sariyanti dgn fizz fairuz berlakon. tajuknye "lafaz bukan mainan" mmg baguslaaa jalan cite nie..

drama nie pasal rita n hakim yg dh kawen lame gak laa..dah ade sorang anak pun..but diorg still lovey dovey..n then one day masa tgh berkelah kat tepi pantai, si Hakim nie dlm gurau dah terlafaz talak 10(theoretically talak 3la) kat rita ..pastu both of them realised that sbnrnye talak tu dah jatuh, so keadaan jadi sgt intense la..sbb diorg mmg sgt2 sayang each other. tp talak 3 kot! mane leh rujuk balik.. rita n hakim mmg tak dpt nak terime kenyataan..so mmg sengsara laa diorg..smp rita nak bunuh diri, si hakim plak menangis depan pintu bilik rita.. so diorg pun cubelaa nak wat cina bute . bile parents rita tahu, mmg kena bantah laa..dhlaa main2 lafaz talak..pastu nak tambah lagi dosa wat cina bute plak.

tp akhirnya rita n hakim dpt terima hakikat. diorg move on with their life.

so, pengajarannye kepada lelaki yg bergelar 'suami' jgnlaa sesekali terpk n tercakap pasal talak. sbbnye mmg bukan benda mainan. sblm nak cakap /bergurau/sindir tu pk2 laa dulu. terlajak perahu boleh laa tarik balik..kalo terlajak kata..haihlaa...

p/s: cite dah best. cume waktu tayangan je tak best.

lagu tema minggu ini

2011-07-11T04:57:00.002+08:00

Mocca - I remember

I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

I remember.. The way you read your books,
yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
yes I remember

entry utk budak comel

2011-07-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

bile terlalu sibuk dgn keja, sampai tak sedar dah hari jumaat. smp tak sedar dah abis setengah tahun. smp tak sedar anak sedara sendri dah besar n jadi sgt talkative. sbb tu, mama long yg cantik comel nie wat aku janji, kalo si kecik tu datang, takyahlaa g keja.layankan aje si kecik yg bijak pandai nie. skang nie, die dah pandai mengenal binatang2. die skip ABC! haha. pantanglaa tgk cat. fish. bird. dragon. hahaha. so cute!

n then, die adelah menurut perangai mama long nye. iaitu pantang dpt baju baru. terus nak pakai. tak nnt nak mandi pagi terus. dgn baju tido lagi, main selambe je pakai. contohnye adelah skirt biru dr korea nie. letak atas kerusi, bile bangun je, die amik skirt nie n terus pakai. ok. bijak. tp bawak2 laa mandi dulu kot.

matching blue from toe to top..stylo betul

adekah anda nampak seluar tido di sebalik skirt itu?

gamba kat bawah nie plak, adelah hasil ajaran mummynye. memule ajar suh gelak manje. pastu dah jadi gelak besar plak, so mummynye suh tutup mulut skit. malu skit laa kan..anak dara..hahaha..cute gileee kot! sorry gamba goyang, sbb nak cepat amik..before die stop

shy shy..tutup mulut skit

satu lagi tebiat kasih nie ske duk kat tpt2 yg tak patut die duduk. citenye mane2 pun die pegi wat cam umah sendri laa..

tepi kotak2 spritzer pun jadi

walaucamnepun, minah nie susah gile nak diamik gamba. kena candid je sokmo. nie je kot cubaan paling berjaya buat takat nie..

tepi peti ais di dapur..her favourite hangout place

nway..itulah kasih..die ske 'kemas' umah, lipat baju, tolong potong sayur, kaco org tido, tolong suapkan makanan..she's sooo adorable..luv u!!

thanx !!

2011-07-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

ucapan sekalung terime kasih kepada Roe kerana telah menyumbangkan 2 tiket percuma utk menonton transformer. bagus gak bace blog n tinggal komen nie. kena rezeki lebih, dpt tiket free. hehe. thanx again Roe. will watch it this week. schedule full sgt. nway, the day ticket nie sampai my mum sempat lagi misplace kan envelope nie. merata umah kitorg cari. dr tpt rak kasut (sbb my mum ske laa letak surat2 yg die rasa kurang penting kat situ) sampai ke peti ais. hahaha.. rupenye2 kat celah tilam yg bersandar tepi dinding, envelope tu terselit dlm tuh. kelaka n kesian pun ade tgk mak mencari tiket tu bagai nak rak. tp tuhlaa kami belaja satu lesson harinie, hari2 kena tanye mak ade surat tak hari nie. manelah tahu kalo ade surat penting, tp dah termisplace n lupa kan? :p

persoalan hati #2

2011-07-10T14:53:00.000+08:00

nak resign ke tanak?

sedar tak sedar dah nak 2 tahun keja kat co. nie. dlm 2 tahun nie, mcm2 benda aku lalui. outstation sana sini. peak period yg tak abis2 smp tak dpt focus nak amik exam (cubaan menyalahkan org lain, walhal salah sendri), gaduh dgn org bawah, gaduh dgn org atas. promotion jadi assistant manager. kena marah dgn client.

tp sejak promotion tu, sejak duk dekat tpt baru, aku rase moment x happy lg byk dr happy. moment happy mase dpt gaji akhir bulan je. adekah sbb aku dh kurang ikhlas buat keja? menyebabkan aku rase stress je? n lately sorang demi sorang pegi. seriously, slowly aku rase lonely diofis. sbb org2 yg aku kenal ramai dah blah.

jadi skang nie sambil aku surf job street, aku asyik bertanye kat diri sendiri. nak resign ke tanak? patut ke aku resign. tak ke kalo aku resign cam aku larikan diri drp masalah lagi? sampai bile aku nak larikan diri? aku dah nak masuk 30 kot. aku sepatutnye beranikan diri, cube selesaikan masalah nie.

tp sampai bile aku nak bertahan? aku penat gak hari2 dtg keja asik merungut je. dgr colleague menjerit2 marah2 org tak tentu pasal (walhal salah sendri, dah anta file lame gile, last minute baru nak review). pastu sesuke hati berbahasa dgn aku, mementanglaa aku bawah skit drp die. n tak pasal2 ade adhoc meeting kena ngadap bos yg ske meninggikan suara tak tentu pasal. tahulaa kami nie pompuan. senang2 je jerit kat kami. kalo kat laki tadek plak. ape igt kami ni hati batu?? tadek ego nak kena jaga? laki je ade ego? sume benda kat atas nie buat aku penat gile!

ke aku bertahan je sampai abis ACCA. cuba buat perubahan selagi daya. mungkin sbb yg lama dah malas n bz sgt nak buat perubahan, maybe aku n kawan aku yg masih muda remaja nie kena lebih outspoken n berani utk cube buat perubahan. sbbnye sebengang2 aku dkt management sini, tp aku nak try gak assist the partner. walaupun diorg tk dpt achieve 100% aspirasi diorg, at least kami leh tolong capaikan at least 50%. aku bagi masa kat diri sendri sampai june tahun depan. insya allah kalo tahun depan masih ada.

persoalan hati #1

2011-07-10T12:33:00.001+08:00

i met sumone. he's exactly like me. love same kind of music genre. the way he do things same as me. both of us agreed that tomyam+telur dadar+nasi putih is best combo so far. but the only problem is he's leaving soon and he's younger than i. i have to start packing himself from my heart. so that it wont hurt me that much later.

when i'm stress i did some shopping #2

2011-07-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

went to office that sunday. felt very sleepy though. stayed back for 2-3 hours n then decide to go home. on the way home, dropped by at KLCC (2 nd time for this week) original plan is to buy a nokia hp for mum. (touch screen with 3g, summore) but cant find the shop which previously same floor as the tgv. so detour. went to maxis klcc, hurm torn between sony arc and samsung galaxy s 2 (that one for myself), couldnt decide, decide later la.

went back to KLCC, accidentally went inside uniqlo.grabbed a blue and green shirts, a black jacket, without knowing i had picked around 5 pieces of it. (planning to there again to grab workout tshirt n white jacket). for that 5 pcs spent around RM180.

then, to nose. thinking of a flats. but i ended up buying another handbag. nothing to regret! love the design. furthermore will be cleaning out the closet and just right time to update the handbag collection.

decided that i had enough, bought hot rotiboy and went home but dropped by at sogo first. looking for the loafer which i had been aiming for some times. it's a white loafer with bling2.tried it n comfy enough n made payment. RM103. :)

so. no more shopping for handbag and heels and loafers for this month. should i feel stressed again. i should aim for a flat, green and blue scarfs and green and blue kurung. when i'm stress i did some shopping and as i had did that much shopping for the month, its time to clean up the wardrobe to give room to new items in house.

when i'm stress i did some shopping #1

2011-07-09T14:56:00.001+08:00

hari jumaat last week. aku sgt stress dgn tiba2 dan jadi sgt rimas duduk di ofis. so tak pasal2 waktu lunch, aku larikan diri ke KLCC. igt nak kaco rakan2 kat sana. tp too bad sumenye dah ade lunch date memasing. tak kisahla. aku dh puas ati gile sbb dpt lari ke one of my favorite shopping spot.

sampai je aku tapau seafood oolio kegemaran tekakku kat signature food court. then aku g bata. utk mengusha kasut baru marie claire disitu. byknyeee shooesss baru..rambang mata aku. sambil mencuba2, aku try contact kawan aku yg lain dgn harapan diorg dpt menyelamatkan aku drp terswipe lebih kat bata. seb baik kedai tu ramai org, last2 aku pilih heels nie. RM90.

teka bape inch?

puas hati dgn belian heels bulan nie, aku g tapau coffee bean pure double chocolate, heavennye dpt choc ice blended kala tgh stress. then dpt msg dr one of the gf, die tgh shopping kat watson. bagus tu. aku dah lame nak restock maybelline. dpt laa compact powder+bb cream+blusher+eye shadow..happy lagi!

i love them all. easy to apply n make me prettier..huh?

igtkan takat tu je hasil shopping kala stress aku..rupenye ahad tu aku telah tershopping lagi..haih~

help me!

2011-07-03T21:45:00.001+08:00

td aku berlegar2 di maxis klcc..mencari handphone baru.. memule tgk nokia..arghh bosan..pas tu tgk xperia arc..huuu..cantik2..pastu tgk plak samsung..graphic cantik gile kot. now aku dah tatau nak amik arc ke samsung galaxy s?? mengikut kate org kat situ, 3 minggu lagi baru smp stok baru..keliru~

p/s: beli jela samsung. kalo tak best, tolak amik arc

Ku Menunggu

2011-07-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

lagu tema minggu nie.

Rossa - Ku Menunggu

ku menunggu, ku menunggu kau putus dengan kekasihmu
tak akan ku ganggu kau dengan kekasihmu
ku kan selalu di sini untuk menunggumu
cinta itu ku berharap kau kelak kan cintai aku
saat kau telah tak bersama kekasihmu
ku lakukan semua agar kau cintaiku

reff:
haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
ada cemburu juga rindu
ku tetap menunggu

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
dan kau sudah ada yang punya
ku tetap menunggu

datang padaku, ku tahu kelak kau kan datang kepadaku
saat kau sadar betapa ku cintaimu
ku akan selalu setia tuk menunggumu

repeat reff

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
ada cemburu dan juga rindu
dan aku tetap menunggu

haruskah ku bilang cinta
hati senang namun bimbang
dan kau sudah ada yang punya
ku tetap menunggu

(aku tetap menunggu) ku tetap menunggu
(aku tetap menunggu) ku tetap menunggu
ku tetap menunggu

Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/r/rossa/rossa-ku-menunggu/#ixzz1R34fG7E8

Closure ..another fiction

2011-06-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

i don't think this is love. i think that this is just another short crush that i'm having. it wont last that long. it would last maybe for 1-2 mths. maybe. lets hope so.

this is so not me. having a crush with one of the colleague. it so not professional of me.and it so absurd for me to have a crush with sumone who is few years younger than me.

but despite of that, the feelings started to grow, , without me noticing the rapidness and the intensity. suddenly, i started to see him everywhere i go, i smile every time i thinking of him. such a good feelings. yes, i let all of this happened without realizing the consequences.

well, this happiness had been short lived. bad things happened when we least expecting it. starting from a misunderstanding than we pour in some emotions and later more emotions came in and suddenly it became too much to handle for both of us. we stopped talking to each other. we stopped exchanging glance and smile. instead we end up with emotional smses. and i end up crying. i cried in the bedroom, i cried in the ladies, yeah..tears and tissues all the way.

this had made me thinking. if this is just a crush. why it hurts soo much? why cant i stopped crying whenever i saw him?

i kept thinking and analyzing, and i still cant find any illogical possible reason.what i got is brain drain. i was tired , too tired and decided to give up.

so last night, i cried for the last time. i made a promise to myself. i convinced myself that he's just another crush. and finally i just let go . . it is the hardest part, but i felt so much relieved. indeed the best closure for this short lived love story of mine .

-end-

chaotic

2011-06-25T13:29:00.001+08:00

sejak dua tiga menjak nie, chaotic betul personal and working life aku. huru hara smp tahap personal dah tercampur dlm working life. and bile benda tu terjadi..the impact adelah sgt menyiksakan jiwa raga nie.

mungkin Allah yg aturkan. mungkin Dia mahu aku belajar lebih byk ttg perihal hidup dan bagaimana mahu jadi pemimpin yg baik. kekadang, kite tak boleh jangka macamana jantung nie boleh tetibe berdegup luar biasa pantasnye bile berdepan dgn seseorg. walhal, dh lebih setahun kerja bersama dan ada unacceptable age gap plak tu. when things getting a bit serious, aku jadi sedar dgn yg ape yg tgh berlaku nie tak sepatutnye took place and dibiarkan berterusan.

this had affected my objectivity. i had soften up a bit too much, cepat emo bile die tak follow arahan, and byk lagi la which all of this mmg sgt mempengaruhi completion of assignment. so, bile benda nie dah mula jadi out of control last week, aku pujuk diri sendri, to back off, to stop and to avoid which was the hardest thing to do.

rite now, things are not siding both of us. i was feeling hopeless.and with the backlogs to be cleared by him, he's seems like want to give up. nak pecah kepala memikirkan the best solutions so that leh win win. nevertheless, hopefully things will get better..amin~

emotional

2011-06-23T23:17:00.002+08:00

when i'm feeling sad. i will try my best not to cry. i opt for finding sumone to talk to. for that effort, i had not been crying for long time, even when a client of mine which i admired suddenly passed away last sunday, i still managed to contain my tears. but little did i know that when i had not cried for sometimes (long time), i was going to end up crying non stop for more than 20 minutes today just because of someone had made me felt so frustrated and useless. trying to stop was hard, because when i tried to stop thinking about it, it seems like the tears refused to do so. i managed to stop it only after the replay of all what had he did and said had ended.

now that i had stopped crying i felt very much relieved, as if i lighten up the burden on my shoulder.

wayar tercabut

2011-06-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

sejak dua tiga hari ni, aku rasa ade sesuatu yang tak kena dgn aku. maybe sbb aku baru2 nie aku ade bersms dgn mr.x (dan die tetibe jadi sgt luar biasa baiknya kat aku) mungkin juga sbb pada masa yang sama ade seseorg aka mr.Y tak pasal2 buat aku jadi tak tentu arah. Yang buat aku keliru adalah - selama nie, tak pernah, jadi tak tentu arah tiap kali jumpe Mr. Y! ke aku jadi tak tentu arah sbb mr.x? rasa macam ade wayar yg tercabut! nielah padahnya, sambil nyelam..minum air..dah jadi selemas-lemasnya..

yg tak patut dibuat tp nak jugak buat #1

2011-06-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

bile tgh ade masalah yg berkaitan dgn 'feeling2' nie ..tak sepatutnye kite taburkan pasir lagi..dgn mendengar lagu2 cinta yg mellow..nnt tak pasal2 rase cam nak kuar airmata.. n terpaksa tipu org kate mata masuk habuk!

failure of doing the right thing . .

2011-06-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

something happened today. the impact should be major. but it wasnt. i did think hard. why there was no major impact. is it because of only me thinking the negative of it? or is it because that's the way thing should be as if nothing had happened.

i felt bad as there was nothing that i can do without jeopardizing my position. i felt sad because i couldn't stopped it. and I'm a bit pissed off because she did not retaliated and tried to prove that she's not what they're thinking.

but at the end, all what i did said to A is "you know that i will asked u to persevere n fight back, but at the same time it is totally up to you. i know that u had really made up your mind, n hopefully that was the best for both side, esp you". when the only thing that i wanted to say; "grow up. stop being a crybaby. this is nothing!"

anyway things had happened. damaged is permanent. nobody want to take the blame. but never mind, as i know who caused all of this and i believed that one day, it will haunt you back. but for now, laugh as much as you like.

what's with the Music . .

2011-05-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

i found this at youtube:

Colbie Caillat taught me that love is real
Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through
Travis taught me to be generous
Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me
Music taught me to live

what a brilliant saying. .

Lagu yg Sweet #1

2011-05-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Lenka - Heart Skips A Beat

Heart skips a beat my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it’s building bricks on me
I can’t break through
And I can’t face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it’s burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what’s right

‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I feel some relief
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can’t deny push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/lenka-heart-skips-a-beat-lyrics.html

My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”
And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Oh I know this time ’cause it’s physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I know what to feel

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

WE WalkeD SeouL - Day 2

2011-05-17T11:43:00.001+08:00

maybe sbb kaki terkejut pas seharian berjalan, kami agak liat nak bangun n bersiap pada hari kedua. kat sini, tp berjaya gak bangun n bersiap smbl bekfas. nway, mknn ruji kami adalah roti dan megi (esp roti yg ditoast dan dispread dgn jam strawberi yg sgt sedap! tetibe rindu plak nak makan.) nak guna periuk rase was2 plak, manelah taukan kalo diorg ade masak/panaskan mknn berunsurkan b**i dlm tuh.

plan harinie adelah hanok village + changing guard ceremony + hi seoul festival. bila naik tren, mcm pelik plak tgk org cam ramai semacam, rupenye haritu public holiday - Children's Day, so subway penuh dgn family yg pegi beriadah. n kebetulan plak celebration children's day was held at the hanok village, sooo sgt meriah (+bising) laa sepanjang kami kat situ. tp tak kisahlaa as long tpt tu tak tutup for tourist like us.

fyi, hanok village nie adelah satu kawasan perkampungan zaman Joseon yg terdiri drpd 5 rumah. so diorg restored umah2 nie so that the generations zaman moden leh tau adat n cara hidup dulu. kat hanok village ade byk aktiviti yg kite boleh buat; belaja upacara minum teh, belaja tulisan hangul, try pakai hanbok (pakaian tradisional korea) and others, tp our main objective is to wear the hanbok pas bayar krw3,000 each kami pun mulala aktiviti pakai hanbok, senang je pakai hanbok nie rupenye. cantik plak tu, hehe, pas dah pakai tu mmg sakan gile laaa kami sume bergamba! bergamba ala2 dlm istana, gamba tepi tingkap laa, gamba mengadap sanggong ala2 mcm dlm Dong Yi & Dae Jang Geum, u name it laa mcm2 posing ada. (note: antara aktiviti paling best n must do in seoul)

memandangkan kitorg dah termiss royal guard changing ceremony semalam, so kami decide nak tgk ptg harini, tp kat palace lain; Deoksugung. timing kitorg just nice. pas beli tiket, jalan kejap dlm kawasan istana, the ceremony pun bermula. ske tgk the procession, colourful n ade traditional music and sumthing differentlaa kan dgn ape yg ade kat negara sendri.

colourful procession of the guards

once the ceremony ended, kami sambung tour istana n then gerak ke Korea Tourism(nearby Gwanghamun Station) utk mencari tpt solat. but from there kitorg kena menapak lagi smp ke hq Korea Tourism. Rase lega dpt jumpe tpt solat yg proper, just leceh skit tang tpt amik wudu' sbb diorg kan tak pakai hos. mase kat sinilaa kitorg belaja sumthing, kalo nak amik wudu' or membuang, better gune disable punye toilet, sbb senang dekat dgn sinki (senang nak refill air dlm botol, sbb toilet kat sana tadek paip air) nway ofis tourism nie cantik gak, siap ade full scale gamba k-star (such as Rain) so sempat gakla bebudak nie berangan amik gamba ngan artis2 korea. hehe

what we saw and did while walking to the korea tourism building

solat dah, recaj pun dah, so marilah ke hi seoul festival kat yeuido. sblm masuk dlm, kami igt nak lalu jalan ade pokok sakura, tp bile ditanya org kat situ, diorg kate dah tadek kot (sbb masa tu dah akhir musim bunga). so kansel plan, tp b4 masuk kami round2 cari kedai ade air panas, sbb nk mkn megi..sesambil tu tgk makanan dijual penjaja, agak terliur tgk spicy rice cake diorg, tp terus ilang selera bile tgk daging b**i yg dijual bersebelahannya. tp yg paling menusuk idung adalah kepompong ulat sutera yg digoreng utk dimakan. maybelaa halal. tp camne diorg boleh makan??

spicy rice cake (above) ulat (bottom)

so, pas makan2 n jalan2 tgk hangang river, kami tgk laa the event. dimulakan dgn show acrobatic berani mati. mmg menggerunkan. tp pas tgk punya tgk, rase bosan plak, dan mule bertanya diri sendri, bilelaa nak abis, nape tadek org lain perform. rupe2nye itu opening ceremony je. so pas persembahan akrobatik tu abis, terus fireworks display yg sgt cantik..yg buatkan kami..wow and wah...

love the pix of 4 of us! fyi, the pix taken by a real photographer

igtkan pastu nak cari periuk di dept store kat situ, so kami pun berjalanlaa menyusuri jalan2 yg stranger disitu. siap lalu tepi MBC (sambil berangan, alangkah bestnye kalo tetibe Eric Mun lalu kat situ), alih2 dah gelap dah kedai tu. so sudah2laa tu berjalan, bawaklaa balik hostel n tido. sbb esok kena bangun awal..sbb nak pegi EVERLAND!! yippee!

the pierce - secret

2011-05-16T23:45:00.009+08:00

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…
(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.

ost Pretty Little Liars..currently airing at 8tv 10.30pm every Monday.

WE WalkeD SeouL - Day 1

2011-05-15T12:01:00.001+08:00

dah lame dirancang, tp sbb ongkos tiketnya mahal, kami tangguhkan dulu..smp air asia X announce their new route. so instead of paying almost RM2k for return ticket (naik MAS or Korean Air), we only have to pay RM850 for the return ticket to Air Asia X. So, why Seoul? 1. kami adalah big fan of Kdrama n Kpop 2. seoul is a beautiful city..

sblm cite panjang lebar, WE as mentioned above is consisting of 4 ex utpians, same batch..to be more illustrative..here is pix of each of us:

taken in the seoul city tour bus

Flight took about 6 hrs 30 min (quite a bumpy journey we had) we reached seoul sumwhere at 9++ pm (malaysia baru kul 8++) . that nite, kitorg tido at a hostel nearby the airport. the rate for 1 nite is KRW22,000 (RM66), bahagi 4 org, around RM15++..murah kan? Btw, from the airport, ade org dr hostel tu pick up kami. memule masa dlm airport rase biasa je, once dh kuar - kesejukan! (max temp 18 celcius, min 7 celcius). nielah rupe tpt kami tido mase 1st nite at seoul:

sume nmpk comfy pas kepeningan naik flight

the 2nd day, kami check out. our destination is the pencil guesthouse at hongdae (kami akan berkampung disini).kami naik mrt die incheon airport, dlm 50 minit perjalanan n smp ke stesen hong-ik univ. hostelnye senang je nk cari, tp 1st time, sah2laa kena bersesat2 dahulu. terkuar exit salah, nasib baik ade minah korea nie tolong tunjuk jalan, pencil guesthouse nie around 5-7 minutes je dr stesen.smp je kat sana kami disambut oleh staff disitu, his name is DJ, friendly n agak fluent in english (penting nie, senang nak communicate).

pas bayar remaining duit bilik (KRW 110,000 each) kami check in ke bilik. tak besar mana, tp comfy(comforter) n ade privacy! bilik airnye kena sharing, no problem, as the bathroom is clean, just a matter of queueing la..this our room:

dah check in, dah recharge energy, so kami memulakan pengembaraan di seoul. plan harinie adelah melawat istana Gyeongbokgung, nak tgk royal guard changing ceremony dan naik seoul tower. so for that kitorg decide nak naik seoul city tour bus, KRW10,000 each, bus nie jenis hop on hop off. cover around 20 tourist destination at seoul.

kat seoul, the main mode of transportation is the subway, buses and legs. (we did very extensive walking here). so mmg penting utk dptkan map subway considering ade lebih kurang 9 subway line overlapping each other! minimum fare is 1,000 won, tp kalo gune T Money (ala2 touch n go, can be purchased for 3,000 won(not refundable) at the vending machine) leh jimat 100 won. dr hongdae kami ke stesen gwanghamun, bus stop for the seoul city tour bus. pas byr tiket, kami dpt beberapa keping kupon dan juge map, bus tu gak equip with digital guide in 6 languages.

1st stop is itaewon. sini syurga makanan halal. kedai daging halal, masjid, restoran halal boleh jumpe kat sini. tujuan utama adelah nak solat jamak siap2, tp mmg jenuh gaklaa mendaki bukit ke masjid tu, pas solat kami makan tengahari, iaitu pilaf rice (KRW6,500 each), fyi that was the 1st and last meat dish kitorg makan kat seoul.(sbb mknn ruji diorg adelah nasi dan pork, so faham2 jelaa kesusahan mencari yg halal)

in the bus, war memorial and itaewon

by the time kami abis mkn dh agak petang, so sambung perjalanan ke istana, bajet nak tgk ceremony, tp rupenye jauh gak bas tu pusing2 b4 smp palace. sah2laa kami terlepas show tu, n dpt less than 1 hr before palace tutup. mmg speed gile kitorg pusing palace, smp kena halau dgn guard disitu, sbb dah nak tutup.


wpun x cukup masa, gamba still byk gak

walaupun x puas jalan dlm palace, tp syukur dpt gak jejak kaki kat situ akhirnya. pas guard dah bising2, kami pun gerak laa balik, tp bukan balik ke umah, kami balik ke bus stand, sbb ade satu lagi destinasi; seoul tower atau lebih dikenali sbg namsan tower. timing agak ngam2 je; sempat naik bas n tggu bas tu pusing for the last trip of the day. by the time kami smp di kaki bukit, dah gelap n SEJUK!! pas ilek2 jap kami pun daki laa naik atas, n beratur beli tiket. selain drp tower, ade teddy bear museum gak. tp x perlu kot nak masuk, simpan utk trip ke cheju island nnt. b4 naik kami round2 dulu, amik 20-30 keping gamba dulu baru naik atas. mase tu laa terjumpe pokok mangga nie. bukan mangga yg boleh dimakan, tp mangga utk kunci umah tu..hehe.. kononnye diorg kunci cinta diorg kat situ.hehe..

n last but not least, gamba di namsan tower. mmg cantik view dr sini, korang yg lovey dovey pun leh anta love letter dr sini, cute heh? anta dr peti pos tertinggi dunia.. pas abis pusing2 kami balik naik cable car, tadeklaa best mane pun, baik jalan kaki turun bawah je, sbb masa kami naik penuh, so tak dpt menikmati night view, (yours truly igtkan cable car nie naik skit2, upenye ala2 tram) dr cable car station, kitorg menapak ke nearest subway station, seb baik cuaca nye nyaman je, kalo tghari panas terik, ampunlaaa...tak rela..

balik tu..sume pengsan..haha..kami recaj utk esoknye.so to be continued..

p/s: next entry on hanok village+changing guard ceremony+hi seoul festival

Spring @ Seoul = Flowers Everywhere

2011-05-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

tak sangka lame betul aku amik masa nak siapkan entri pasal perjalanan di seoul(walhal nak cite ikut hari bukan the whole week) so sementara aku siap mengarang hari pertama n kedua di seoul, aku sajikan korang gamba bunga2 cinta di seoul, walaupun kami dtg masa musim bunga dh nak abis, tp still byk lg bunga yg kembang di sekitar seoul, esp tulips! sgt teruja dpt see+touch+smell tulip in real life. syukur.. sbb byk gile gamba bunge yg diambil, so aku compile dlm 2 page gamba. if let say if any of you nak gamba dlm hi resolution, (cewah bajet pro lak) just let me know k.

tulips at everland

captured at the palaces and hanok village

so, cantik kan????

akhirnya..ia tiba ditangan aku . . the first round of click2

2011-04-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

kamera yg baru tiba pagi tadi masa diofis telah dirasmikan dgn mengambil gambar ini.. still byk lagi perlu di explore sblm bertolak ke seoul

Fox Rain

2011-04-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

Lee Sun Hee - Fox Rain (OST My Girlfriend is a Gumiho)

Sarangeul ajik nan mollaseo
Deoneun gakkai motgayo
Geunde wae jakkuman motnan nae simjangeun
Dugeungeorinayo

Nan dangsini jakkuman barphyeoseo
Geunyang gal sudo eomneyo
Irueojil su do eomneun i sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya joheulkkayo

Maeumi sarangeul ttareuni
Naega mwol hal su innayo
Irueojil sudo eomneun i sarange
Nae mami neomu apayo

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru
Dubirubiruraffa

Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru...~

Haruga gago bami omyeon
Nan ontong dangsin saenggakppunijyo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteoke haeya hanayo

Nae apeumi mudyeojyeo beoril nari
Eonjejjeum naege ogin halkkayo
Hansimseureopgo babo gateun nal
Eotteokhae haran maringayo

Dalbichi neomuna johaseo
Geunyang gal suga eomneyo
Dangsin gyeote jamsi nuwo isseulgeyo
Jamsiman aju jamsiman

[x8]
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiruraffa
Dubirubiru dubirubiru
dubirubiruraffa..~

10 of Must Watch KDrama - Part 1

2011-04-24T17:14:00.001+08:00

tup tap tup tap, dah tinggal 9 hari before aku n rakan3 ke seoul..part of me..am excited, whilst another part..am not..yelah dgn keja menimbun yg aku pasti tak dpt siapkan before departure, sape yg ske kan2? konfem akan ade berjuta miss call n email nnt..hauhlaaa

tp keja tu biarkan je dulu, sbb aku mmg dah mood nak bercuti..so harinie nak warming upkan diri dgn entri pasal 10 kdrama yg aku rasa patut ditonton oleh korang (list tak termasuk sungkyunkwan scandal and secret garden yg aku tk smpt tgk lagi)

mesti tonton = ost yg best + plot yg menarik (maybe cliche or stereotype dgn cara penceritaan yg berlainan) + hero n heroin with good chemistry + cite yg buat anda teringat2 sekurang2 nye selama seminggu and paling penting happy ending. (itu sbb utama aku prefer kdrama than jdrama)

1. Full House

Young-jae teaching Ji-eun how to ride the bicycle during their 'honeymoon' at Phuket

Aku terjumpe cite nie masa kat UTP, mase tgh mencari cite2 best utk ditorrent..bile dh tgk satu episode..berlanjutan ke episod seterusnya, tau2 aku dah marathon 16 episod dlm masa sehari setengah kot. Drama nie lakonan Rain, dan Song Hye Kyo (autumn in my heart). Plot utama pasal contract marriage between an actor and a writer. Awalnya bagai nak rak gaduh..lame2 jadi konflik cinta 4 segi plak. aku rasa pas cite nie kuar, dan2 cite cinta kontrak laa kawin kontrak laa kuar cam cendawan pas ujan..kebetulan??

Selain drp plot, lagu2 cite nie pun best. Recommended: Oon Myung - Why and Byul - I Think (both are my personal preferences too)

2. Princess Hours

Chae Kyung being obsessed with the back of her husband, Crown Prince Lee-Shin

Till todate, cite nie dah diulang tgk hampir 10 kali.Cite nie abit slow paced with 24 episodes, tp the story adelah sgt meninggalkan kesan. Still mcm perkahwinan kontrak, but this time more to perkahwinan diaturkan diantara kerabat diraja n org biasa. Main cast are Joon Ji Hoon (he's the crown prince) and Yoon Eun Hye (the commoner). Memandangkan both are still at college so both are immatured and most of the time when "they were together, ade je mcm2 jadi. But in the end, the unspoken love between both of them which had caused most of the problems to occur.

the story had a nice balance of sad and sweet moments. nevertheless, just have a box of tissue nearby, will be handy in case ..

Recommended ost; J&Howl - Perhaps Love and Nan Nul Saranghae Nuhman Saranghae II by Shim Tae Yoon

3. My Girl

first kdrama aku tgk dgn mak and adik2 aku sampai 3 pagi, semata2 nak abiskan sume 16 episod. dlm sehari. chemistry between Lee Da Hae (Yoo Rin) and Lee Dong Wook (Gong Chan) sgtlaa believable. jalan cite not too cliche. Main plot mengenai Gongchan upah Yoo rin jadik sepupu die yg kononnye dicari oleh datuk dia. Keadaan pada awalnye ok as sume masih terkawal, but then when love and ex lover come in, mcm2 jadi.Mmg menarik sbb buat penonton tertanye, ape jadi ek pas nie? tuh yg tak dpt nak tangguh terpaksa abiskan sume.

Recommended ost: Never Say Goodbye by Mario &Nesty and Lim Jae Wan - Alone

4.CoFFee PrinCe

Main cast at the 1st floor of the coffee shop

the main reasons why i loved this kdrama? 1. Gong Yoo 2. Eun Hye 3. Superb OST Story revolves around Eun chan (Eun Hye) yg berpura2 jadi lelaki semata2 sebab nak kerja di cafe milik Han kyul (Gong Yoo) and as their relationships develop dr kawan jadi cinta, keadaan jadi tak terkawal as Han kyul totally believed that he had fall in love with a guy and as his rationally thinking that this is totally wrong, his heart said otherwise. hahaha. so who wins? the heart or the brain?

Recommended - BELLE EPOQUE - May, Casker - Mocha, The Melody - Goodbye, As One - White Love Story

5. Que Sera Sera

"i'm getting married" - credit to Hancinema.net

As claimed by Dramafever.com:

Que Sera Sera is one of the most passionate, violent and twisted dramas of all times. This series is about emotional abuse, the notion that love is a zero-sum game and that sometimes, you can even buy love

100% agreed. enuff said. but still i rewatch this becoz of eric mun and i just love the intensity of the drama.

recommended ost: Wolgwang ("Moonlight") - W & Whale and Night Time - Alex of Clazziquai

(p/s: i had a migraine after marathon this drama within 2 days. thus to avoid one, stay at one/two episodes per day)

that's all for now.. another 5 coming soon...

10 fakta menarik tentang aku dan S E O U L

2011-03-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

Seoul at night

1 - aku n 3 rakan2 aku dah ade confirmed tiket utk ke seoul awal bulan 5 nie
2 - tiket pegi balik + makan atas flight + skybus utk ke seoul hanyalah rm800++ saja (murahkan? thanx to Air Asia!)
3 - kami tidak bercadang menggunakan khidmat agen pelancongan sepenuhnya. kononnye nak backpacking la.
4 - pulau jeju adalah antara senarai tempat yang mesti dikunjungi dlm jadual perjalanan kami
5 - kami akan berada disana selama 8hari 6mlm. lame kan? lame kan? (bos aku tension je tgk borang cuti aku, tp kalo tak bagi cuti, aku resign 24 hours. kononnye la!)
6 - kami bercadang nak tido di hotel murah saja. yang kami dah survey lebih kurang dlm RM400 sorang utk 8hari 6malam tu.
7 - kami bajet dlm 2k++ utk perbelanjaan kami disana (penginapan + jalan2)
8 - aku baru menyimpan mulai bulan ini (semoga sempat. kalo tak sempat kad ade)
9 - aku hampir2 tak dpt pegi sbb big boss tak bagi cuti. katenye takut assignment skang tak siap lagi. skali lagi aku tekan kan. aku leh je resign kalo die berdegil (bajet staff in high demand laa nie)
10 - utk merakam detik2 di seoul, aku nak beli kamera nie.. Kodak Easyshare Max , tp tatau beli akan ade kat Malaysia. kalo korang dpt sebarang berite, bgtaulaa kome ye!

Karma

2011-03-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday, while tea break me and my colleague were having a discussion (which is more to complain session) when she told me "now i know how do you feel when you lead the audit for co. XXX". Yeah, you'll never know till you experienced it. For this case, she's referring to her 1st experience as audit team leader. later on , she was complaining to me about her audit team, how one of the staff always came in late causing delays in works, and how another staff love to banter her instructions, etc. Being a good listener, i just listened.

when she's done with her complain, i gave her 2 advice:

1. if you want to cover anybody, cover at your own risk. but bear in mind, if anything happened to the assignment, it is you that will took the blame.

2. if you did anything bad to somebody, sooner or later it shall crawling back to you. (well, i said that to her because she used to do the same things to me last time)

me and a plate of sinful mac and cheese

2011-03-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

i had this at secret recipe yesterday. having dinner at sr was a last minute decision, which was mostly influenced by my bff who is currently pregnant with her 2nd craving for SR cake.

initially i ordered the thai green curry chicken, but too bad, the white rice is out of stock(acceptable as it had past 9 pm), so i changed to mac and cheese, which i thought would be just nice for me. however, i thought wrong, it turned out to be a very sinful plate of mac and cheese. (my mum would be drooling if she knew about this as she loved SR mac and cheese and most of the time, the cheese was either just nice or sometimes not satisfactory at all) but mine, it was like eating carbonara with extra sauce. yummy for cheese lover..but not so yummy for me who had a very tiring day after finalizing an audited financial statement..nevertheless, if you happened to love cheese that much, you might find mac and cheese at SR wangsa walk worth the money to try.

p/s: after few months break..my first entry was about food?? wth?? heheh

4 hari 3 malam @ Kuantan

2010-10-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

tak sangka keja dekat medium size firm pun boleh bawak aku jejalan merata. setelah puas berulang alik ke kb every two weeks for four times last week, kali nie aku g kuantan plak. still atas urusan training. but kali nie training staff di branch. aku pegi berdua je, dgn sorang superior aku, drive. bertolak dr ofis kul 4.40, merentasi lebuhraya karak (yg agak membuatkan aku seriau) dan lpt sblm ke exit gambang dan cek in kul 8.30. smpt kitorg berenti di R&R temerloh kot. gembira betul bos aku bile nampak ikan patin masak tempoyak ( local speciality dishes) tp terbeliak mata aku tgk harga sepotong ikan tu. RM12 utk yg liar RM7 utk dlm sangkar (tp terbalik k kalo utk masuk meminang, dlm sangkar lagi mahal dr yg liar kat luar tuh..:P)

pas cek in, mlm pertama kami layan mcd je sambil tgk tv sbb penat gile kot dr ofis terus ke kuantan. siangnye 1st session of training. mlmnye kami dibawa berjalan2 cari makan di Tanjung Lumpur. aku yg ade sakit tekak tanpa sedar diri menelan beraneka seafood; kepah, sotong tepung, ikan pari petai, udang, siakap 3 rasa. mmg sedap! servis pun pantas. maybe sbb kami smp awal, lebih kurang kul 8. tp kalo wiken kena pegi lg awal. aku sempat merasa satar yg paling sedap penah aku rasa sehingga harinie. pedas+manis mmg cukup..juicy plak tuh..kopok lekor pun ade. jgn risau gerenti rasa ikan je. :) next agenda adalah McD teluk cempedak yg dikatakan McD yg paling best kat pahang. parking rm1 je. aku tgk setup mcd kat situ, aku terbayangkan ALOHA~ happening, tpt duduk byk..ade yg ala2 bench, ade gazebo n mcm2. aku skali lagi tanpa sedar diri sakit tekak telah menghabiskan milkshake strawberry kat situ.

jadinye pagi tuh, aku kehilangan suara aku yg merdu tuh. kalo kuar pun cam husky gile, bile cakap org susah nak paham dan aku plak seksa tekak. pagi tuh masih ade training session. tp lunch tu kami g kopitiam hai ping. kopi situ sedap len skit dr kat kl. pastu murah2 plak tuh. kopi 2+roti bakar+laksa hai ping+teh o limau+nasi lemak ayam = RM15 je kot. mlm tuh kami try western di "Crocodile Rocks". Mmg rock! sedap, ambiance very cozy, service ok, harga berbaloi. most of us makan lamb except aku makan salmon sbb lelain aku tgk kurang menyelerakan tekak aku (sbnrnye aku dah terbayangkan sashimi salmon) pizza banana dan pizza pepperoni yg aku sgt suke! konfem kalo pegi kuantan aku akan pegi sane lagi.

last day, dimulakan dgn lepak di tepi pantaidan jalan2 di taman gelora.besar gile taman nie..tepi pantai plak tu..puas gaklah nak berjoging. aku mmg dah tadek mood dan kudrat nak berjalan2 sgt..so aku duduk je sambil melayan demam aku.souvenier dr kuantan adelah hasil seafood; sotong kering, ikan kering, keropok2 dan mcm2 lagi.balik tuh, aku sempatla menapau ikan patin tuh, yelah nak gak try sedap sgt ke.

observation aku kuantan adelah bandar yg agak senyap. agak selow. aku tatau sgt aktiviti ape yg leh dibuat disini selain makan, makan dan makan. tp kalo nak main2 air mungkin boleh singgah Bukit Gambang Resort City.

no more nightmare . .

2010-10-31T00:12:00.001+08:00

slps aku penah nitemare pasal tak dpt g mane tah sbb tak ade passport, adelah 3-4 kali lagi aku dpt mimpi camtu, aku terus plan n pk when is the best time nak buat pasport. taknak buat awal sgt sbb rm100 tu for 2 years je.agak tak berbaloi. so memula nak buat mase tgh cuti raya yg panjang. tp akhirnye tinggal plan jelah. lgpun konfem laa ramai gile org kot. so aku tangguhkan lagi ke bulan yg berikutnye (aku mmg seorg procrastinator yg tegar) sedar2 aku dah nak kena assign ke shah alam, so menggelabahlaa aku, nak tanak disuatu pagi jumaat tu aku tawakal jelaa pegi imigresen sri rampai yg dekat gile dgn ofis aku tu.

seriusli aku gamble je. sbb pas survey2, bff aku kate situ ade tempat amik gamba. so aku just fotostat ic depan belakang n isi borang yg dah didonlod.

indeed, sane ade tpt amik gamba. bukan satu je malahan tiga tpt. instant picture. RM12 for 6 passport photo. mahal kan? quality plak out. tp ok laa dikala aku nak cepat nie. haritu sengaja laa aku pakai baju warna pink n mekap (kalo tak mekap pakai ponds moisturiser n bedak baby je). cantik skitlaa gamba utk ditepek dlm passport tuh.

bile masuk je tpt imigresen tuh, aku bglaa borang putih tu. tp staff situ bg borang lain utk diisi. (aku konfius, ape matlamat diorg upload borang dlm website tp akhirnya suh kite amik borang kat situ gak). aku amik jelaa isi balik. then bg borang balik + ic ori + ic photostat depan belakang 1 helai+gamba passport 2 keping n staff situ bg aku no giliran dgn borang n brg2 td.

mungkin aku bernasib baik pada pg jumaat tuh. dah kul 8 pagi, tp nombor giliran aku 25 n mase tu diorg tgh serve no 15.mmg tak ramai org.kaunter plak byk. pas no dipanggil, aku bg borang n borak2 laa dgn staff tuh.boleh tahan mamat tuh tp dah kawen laa (haha..sempat lagi kan??) cop sana cop sini. dah setel. then diorg panggil lagi. suh byr. rm100 jek.

mengikut piagam pelanggan diorg, passport akan siap within 1 jam. aku tgk jam aku dah kul 8.15 kot. kalo nak tggu sejam lg lambat gile kot aku masuk ofis. tgh aku berkira2 nak balik ofis n amik kemudian ke (just bawak resit n amik no giliran balik) atau nak tggu je aku tgk kat kaunter serahan passport tuh dah start bg passport utk no giliran 13. so aku rase cam ade harapan nak dpt awal. spt aku jangka dlm 20 minit camtu aku dah leh amik dah. fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lega gile kot..dah setel satu menda..

so singapore . . tunggu daku~

charlie st cloud vs eat pray love

2010-10-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

another round of movie marathon with sue. but this time we decided to watch only 2 movies..

charlie st cloud eat pray love

overall, both movies were kinda sad and gloomy. though the ending was happy ending. i didn't feel contented with it. charlie st cloud was simple and emotional. epl was bit lengthy and melodrama. the only thing that they have in common was they managed to make me searching thru my handbag for the tissues!

quickie #4

2010-10-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

1 month and 19 days since my last entry, i presume there's no need for me to make a lengthy essay about my ramadhan+syawal..so here goes:

1. iftar with bffs at seoul garden 1U. the buffet was good but the place was a bit to crowded. iftar wif rina&co. and izma&co. at wong solo tmn dagang. service was selow. food was yummy. iftar wif family at KGPA. lots of varieties. love the sup tulang and fried spicy pepahat. iftar office at de palma so-so. the fried cempedak, roti john n abc yummy!

2. 1st time celebrate raya @ kg after 10 years. totally different from raya@kl..much2 more better(except for the time when my aunt asking "when will u get married")..attended a few open house..did my own open house (more to makan2 wif frens)..

now, back to normal working routine-as the audit peak period is coming soon!among my things to do - planning for interim audit whilst preparing training materials whilst updating myself wif latest technical info..byknye kan?! to make things much more challenging (or worse) soon after the bonus was paid..the resignation letters started to pour in at the hr..tau2 almost half of us had resigned..nothing to be shocked about, it was common in any audit firm..just that i dreaded the part of training the new staffs and taking over other staff's incomplete assignment..

initially, i planned to finish my exam paper first before leaving the firm..but now i dunno whether i could survived another 1-2 years there. seriously i hope i'll survived!

recycle makanan

2010-08-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

pagi nie aku bangun utk memasak sahur dgn rase malas..nak masak ape pagi nie? aku buka pintu tengah fridge..hurm ade udang..masak sambal sedap nie..tp aku tgh sakit perut, adik aku takleh makan pedas..haa..udang goreng bodo? tak terasa terbukak selera pun..tgk ape lg yg ade..eh..ade sotong laa..masak black pepper sedap nie..tp black pepper dah abis..kena tumbuk baru..malaslaa..tp sebut pasal sotong..aku baru teringat ade leftover sotong sambal sahur pagi smlm, ahh..lantaklaa panaskan je..

aku bukak pintu bawah, pastu aku tarik mangkuk sambal sotong..pastu aku godek2 bahan2 kerabu timun dan boleh plak aku terjumpe ayam golek lebihan berbuka ari ahad haritu..aku try test, eh..elok lagi nie..tu pun aku tarik kuar skali..

ayam golek tu tak abis sbb bahagian isi/chicken breast. aku siat2 skit n potong seakan2 kiub..n dlm kuali kecik, (mmg kecik..khas utk goreng telur) aku panaskan minyak n tumiskan bawang besar n cili kering n campur skali ayam tu..bile sume dah cam nak garing aku letak sos tiram..yeah..sudah siap..

sotong tadi..yg asalnye berkuah..tetibe dah jadi kering dan garing, sbb aku leka susun pinggan n cawan kat meja makan..seb baik tak hangit! tp bagusnye..sbb dah kering n garing, bolehlaa adik aku makan sampai abis..oh, ayam recycle tu..pun tak kurang laku..sbb isi nye lembut senang nak makan pepagi buta..

p/s: paling penting sotong kena masak gune api perlahan, else akan jadi liatttt....

Review album - Jay Chou The Era

2010-08-20T14:47:00.003+08:00

lately, cam susah je nak cari album local yg best. kalo ade pun tak byk. kekadang dgr single jek best, beli dgr whole album satu-dua lagu je best lelain cam main tangkap muat je. dan mungkin sbb tu, aku slowly beralih arah ke k-pop , j-pop dan east asia productions. byk kali gak org tanye, ko faham ke ape yg ko dgr tu? aku cakap aku mmg tak paham, tp aku puas hati dgn mutu nyanyian n rentak lagu tu sendiri. Kekadang sambil aku dgr aku akan cube teka lagu tu cite pasal ape, n then aku surf kat tenet translation lagu tu utk confirmkan tekaan aku. well, kekadang betul kekadang melencong skit. hehe. so baru2 nie aku dgr latest album Jay Chou, The Era. Merupakan album yg ke 10 dan baru je release in May 2010. Ade 11 track sumenye and aku ske sume lagu dlm album nie.

The Era
1. Kua Shi Dai (The Era) - hip hop + rock (urban rock kot)
2. Shuo Le Zai Jian (Said Goodbye) - ballad, best
3. Yan Hua Yi Leng ( Fireworks Cools Easily) - ballad, cam lagu lame2 skit , best
4. Mian Fei Jiao Xue Lu Ying Dai (Free Instructional Video) - cam rap skit lagu nie, ade style lagu lame skit
5. Hao Jiu Bu Jian (Long Time No See) - easy listening, sweet song + cheerful song, ade style lagu korea
6. Yu Xia Yi Zheng Wan (It Rains All Night) - too ballad, love the verses
7. Xi Ha Kong Jie (Hip-Hop Air Hostess) - hip hop
8. Wo Luo Lei, Qing Xu Ling Sui (I Cry, My Emotions Are In Pieces) - ballad, sad song
9. Ai De Deng Fei Xing Ri Ji (Love Waits For Flying Diary) - catchy song
10.Zi Dao Zi Yan (Self Directed and Acted) - best
11.Chao Ren Bu Hui Fei (Superman Can't Fly) - ballad , paling best!

my personal take is 9/10..dah pusing dgr byk kali pun still rase best..:)

menu sahur hari ini

2010-08-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

utk puasa tahun nie, aku buat MOU dgn mak aku - aku cume akan masak sahur pada hari kerja, kalo hari cuti, mak aku laa yg kena masak. so berderinglaa alarm aku pada pukul 4.30 pg..menjerit suh aku bangkit masak sahur. biasanya aku akan masak nasi siap2 pagi tu re heat. sbb masak utk 3 org je, so aku masak lauk simple je dan kurang pedas utk memastikan sume abis dimakan.

1st week aku still ade idea nak masak ape..masuk 2nd week, aku rase malas skit..so kekadang aku tapau n perengat atau pun aku masak sardin je..tp pagi td paling best..sbb aku sangat malas..aku just goreng ayam dan buat kerabu timun yg bila aku gaulkan sume dgn nasi dan kicap manis..mak aiihhh..masyukkkk...

resipi kerabu timun
timun + bawang besar + tomato = hiris halus2 dan gaul bersama sedikit garam (gune tangan yg sudah dibersihkan lg sedap)
pastu campur cili padi yg dah dihiris semi halus + sedikit gula dan sedikit perahan limau nipis..
gaul sehingga korang agak dah sekata rasa pedas+masin+manis
sedia utk dihidang..

Nota cinta untuk anda

2010-08-19T14:16:00.002+08:00

Terjumpe cool stuff nie while blogwalking..this was short drama of about rekindling love..some ppl might be asking themselves, why at the end pompuan jugak yg kena mengalah..well the fact is here.. in difficult time, pompuan tak cepat give up especially if they have the instinct that they will manage to go through it and especially when it involved ppl that they love..so..if they have to sacrifice sumthing, they will go for it..:) enjoy..

me n kicap manis kipas udang

2010-08-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

sejujurnya..aku mmg tak igt sejak bile aku ske sgt letak kicap manis kipas udang..sedar2 je hampir sume makanan aku mesti kena letak kicap..u name it, mee rebus, laksa, maggi, bihun sup (excpet tomyam)..even ayam goreng pun aku cecah kicap..n sah2laa mak aku selalu usik aku,"kalo nak kawen, kena cari org ske mkn kicap gak" which aku tak setuju! Sbb nnt kena share kicap..bile dah abiskan tadek sape ngaku..hahaaha..tamak

Tp pagi td mmg bestlaa..mase tea break kat ofis, aku dgn selambanye telah makan nasi lemak dgn kicap manis..memula aku layan gile mkn nasi lemak dgn kicap tu, tp tetibe big boss yg tgh makan dkt ngan aku n geng tetibe bersuara "sape yg mkn nasi lemak dgn kicap tu?" n sebaik je aku menyahut, terus die tanye aku org mane..

Dan skang aku dok pk..kicap nie makanan tradisi org mane?

Moon Madness

2010-08-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

ape yang penting ??? kerjasama . .

2010-08-06T18:27:00.001+08:00

dulu mase kat utp aku adelah org yg tak tahu nak menghayati makna teamwork. so terjadilaa aku tak siapkan keja aku. atau aku decide nak buat keja tu sorang diri. atau ade tak kesefahaman dgn teammate lain. cume dah nak tahun akhir baru aku memahami kepentingan team work.

tp aku tak paham nape org yg dah kerja bertahun2 masih tak paham makna teamwork. contoh2:

1. anda tetibe diarahkan utk menyambung hasil kerja org lain gara2 masalah peribadi yg tak dpt dielakkan. kemudian anda sgt terkejut menengok progress kerja yg tak selari dgn tempoh masa yg sudah terlalu lama. mmg rase geram. tp lagi geram, bila org lain tu balik, dan dgn gembiranye berkata 'aku ske ko masuk job nie, tak payah aku susah2 dah' sbyk ...ermmm...sebanyak smp tak boleh dikira.maknanye, sume sampah2 kena dikemaskan oleh org yg baru tu? walhal sampah2 itu dihasilkan oleh org lain?

2. anda diarahkan utk kerja lebih masa. ade ot. nasib baiklah tu. namun sepanjang 8 jam anda ot bersama2 rakan kumpulan anda, hanya 2 jam mereka adalah efektif kerana selebihnya diabiskan utk berborak dan makan dan hisap rokok. dan jadinya kerja yg diberi kepada anda siap, tp kerja mereka tk dpt disiapkan, maka buat2 mcm susah sgt dan keja anda senang sgt dan akhirnya dicampakkan kepada anda. teamwork?

3. kekadang kita rasa penat dan kekadang kite buat salah. tp kalo sesama satu kumpulan pun tak boleh menyokong sesama sendri. tp cakap belakang2 depan bos ade makne ke? seolahnye yg lain tu baik mcm malaikat, kerja siap, walhal dlm 100% keja tu hanya 20% je yg dibuat, lelain? outsource dan campak ke org lain.

byk benda aku belajar dr assignment nie.

1st jgn percaya ofismate anda. percaya diri sendri.

2.buat kerja pastikan ade proper documentation dan amik berat pasal kerja yg dibuat, so that kite tau what's happening.

3. dont side anybody. be neutral.

4. keja dgn laki mmg merumitkan lagi2 kalo tak professional dan pemalas dan kaki mengular, talam dua muka dan kaki kipas (aku tak kate sume lelaki dan aku tak menafikan pompuan pun ade mcm nie)

5. kena sentiasa improve diri sendiri , so that kite sentiasa byk step ahead dr si kaki kipas dan talam dua muka, so that bile jadik sesuatu kite leh tunjuk skill kite dan kenakan balik si kaki kipas dan talam dua muka (hahaha..cara jahat..but who cares, as long berkesan)

6. jgn tego org lain, kalo anda buat benda yg sama. sbb mmg takan sampai ape yg anda nak sampaikan.

nway..pada aku teamwork sepatutnye dilakukan secara:

1. pembahagian kerja secara sama rate mengikut teknikal skill

2. setiap ahli kumpulan mengikut timeline yg telah diberi

3. membuat semakan kerja secara berkala

4. membuat perbincangan secara berkala utk mencari isu2 dan masalah2

5. menyokong/membantu ahli kumpulan jika berkaitan hal2 yg tidak serius

6. saling menghormati masa peribadi masing2

ok aku dah abis marah. dah byk assignment aku buat secara berkumpulan..nie adelah kes kedua yg aku jumpe. hopefully pas nie aku dpt team yg lebih baik drp nie..

p/s: nak lagi afdhal bak kate sorang kawan aku, kite doakan laa yg terbaik utk org yg telah menganiayai kita. :) . .

Movie Review : Eclipse

2010-08-06T17:59:00.000+08:00

feeling dejavu? guess what? me feeling the same too! So, the truth was, last saturday after submitting the report to bursa, i accompanied my mum to jalan2 at KLCC to make up all the weekends that i didnt spent with mum..so our first stop was the tgv..after contemplating on whether to watch the sorcerer's apperantice or salt, it just struck me that mum had always been talking about the sequel of twilight..but wait, i'd watched eclipse..but then..the idea of having another session drooling over Edward and shirtless Jacob was too good to be put aside, soo..i bought the tickets..

as we had plenty of time before the show, so we grab our fave brunch - pancakes and waffles with soothing hot honey lemonade before heading to the Galeri Petronas. We entertained ourselves by guessing the title of arts whilst commenting and appraising the arts (mcm laa we're the expert). then, we did the mum-must-do thingy, browsing for super adorable and cute gowns for Kasih, but unfortunately mum cant decide on which one to take, so she ended up buying nothing..YeaY!! << sorakan seorang anak yg jealous dgn niecenye sendiri..

i tot we had took our brunch, but mum said the brunch was not fulfilling enuff, so we had our lunch.ok now i was bit worried of whether i could stay awake all thru the movie.

well, turned out..i only watched the first 20 minutes of the show..before dozing off..and awake for the action parts and the shirtless Jacob in pain..hahahah

so..that's my eclipse review~ hehehe

Steamboat yg sedap adalah . .

2010-07-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

1. Bile makan bersama2 org tersayang - keluarga, pacar, kawan2
2. Bile boleh makan bape byk pun tp menyebabkan poket bocor
3. Bile boleh makan bile2 dan stop makan bile2 dan sambung makan bile2
4. Bile boleh makan sambil pakai short/kaftan sambil tgk dvd movie dgn kipas yg berhampiran
5. Bile sup dan kuah cecahnye sedap
6. Bile anda tak perlu kuar duit utk membayar bahan-bahannye
7. Bile seafood confirm fresh2 belaka

atau kesimpulannye adelah bile buat steamboat sendri dan makan kat umah seperti yg baru aku buat ari ahad lepas. nie adelah steamboat 2nd round. 1st round ok2 aje, sbb tak cukup xp, tp 2nd round, aku cam dh dpt plan nak masak sup camne n cecah camne. maybe pas nie leh steamboat dgn kawan2 plak~

Sup:
Ayam - rangka n skit isi, tp kalo isi byk lg sedap
Kiub ayam maggi
Halia dilumatkan
Serai
Seperiuk air
-sile rebus sume bahan di atas lebih kuran 40 minit dgn api perlahan..lg lame lagi sedap, n isi ayam sure lembut..

Kuah cecah
Bawang putih
Sos cili + tomato
Cili merah
Cili padi
Kiub ikan bilis
-blender bawang putih+cili merah(buang biji)+cili padi
-masak n tambah sos cili + tomato
- perisakan dgn kiub ikan bilis

Adik aku kate rase dah 75% cam johnnys cume kena tambah skit pes tomyam dan daun basil. Akan aku cube nnt (bulan pose nie kot). Kalo korang cube dpt rase same, bgtau k!

Benda2 yg disteamboatkan adalah:
Ketam
Daging
Isi ayam
Udang
Tofu telur
Fish cake
Fish ball
Whole mushroom
Kailan
Enoki Mushroom
Cabbage

Dan hasil akhirnya . .

Eclipse Soundtrack

2010-07-13T13:36:00.002+08:00

MUSE - Neuron Star Collision

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A Neutron Star Collision

I had nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told eachother with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we died
We died together
And I
I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
And halo's fail to glisten
We tried to make a difference but
No one wants to listen
Hail, the preachers fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die
we'll die together
And I
I said never
Cause our love could be forever

Now, I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear
That my love will be forever
And we'll die
we'll die together
And I
I will never
Cause our love
Will be forever

Gerhana Di Cathay Platinum Movie Suite . .

2010-07-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

Apabila kegilaan dgn novel twilight karya Stephanie Meyer nie bermula 2-3 tahun lepas, tadeklaa terlintas langsung aku nak join kegilaan tu. Waktu aku pk, manusia bercinta dgn vampire? Mesti sgt corny or cheesy atau bloody. Tp selepas New Moon, yang aku terpaksa (pada mulanya) tgk dgn mak aku, aku dapat tahu, percintaan seorang manusia bernama Bella dgn seorg (org ke??) puntianak bernama Edward adalah sesuatu yg sgt menarik dan lebih beremosi dan masih ade sedikit rasa corny disitu.

Jadinye, bila Eclipse kuar wayang, aku pun jadilaah antara penonton terawal diMalaysia menonton eclipse. Mengikut kritikan awal, Eclipse nie lebih menarik dan lebih aksi drpd Twilight yg bersifat warming up kepada sequel2 akan datang dan New Moon yang penuh dgn emosi. Dan seperti biasa bf2 dan suami2, bile dgr je cite nie dah release kat wayang, awal2 dh bg green light pada si gfs/isteri utk layan movie nie dgn kawan2 pompuan diorg. Katenye dah serik kena heret ke Twilight dan New moon dan terpaksa tgk filem yg tadek heroin secantik dan seseksi Angelina jolie atau megan fox. (Seriously, pd pendapat aku Bella tu cantik in her own way especially cara die memandang sesuatu. Her gaze is deep and full of emotion dan mungkin sbb tu she’s Isabella Swan.)

Anyway eclipse mmg best drpd 2 sequel yg pertama. Aku rase bukan hanya kerana byk aksi tp mungkin sbb byk shirtless Jacob dan sexy Edward Cullen! Hahaha..

Eclipse nie menceritakan kesinambungan dendam Victoria kpd Edward dan juga manipulasi keadaan oleh Volturi ( dakota fanning as Jane..mmg super cool) yg menghasilkan pertarungan antara newborn dan keluarga Cullen. Dgn sub plot perebutan cinta Bella (I’m with u Bella!) kalo aku di tpt bella pun aku konfius! Sbb dua2 pun sgt hensem..:p

Menonton eclipse di platinum movie suite dgn kerusi besar yg boleh direcline hampir spt katil mmg puas hati sungguh laa! I can go ooh and aahh and sweetnye and drool over Jacob’s abs and Edward’s eyes n lip..terbaik~

Aku bagi 4.5/5 (additional 0.5 for its soundtrack..by Muse)

p/s: don’t u wish u find sumone who can love u like Edward do?
p/s2: now kena cari novel2 nye..

2 months to go ..

2010-07-13T01:07:00.002+08:00

the only niece (for now), Nur Kasih Ariessa is almost 1 year old. Rasenye baru gak si mummynye beranak dan dijaga oleh kami yg tak bape pro nie. Last weekend Kasih datang sleepover for 2 days. Puasnye dapat main dgn si kecik. cute sgt~ Rupenye Daddy n Mummynye dah ade plan for her bday. Tp yg pastinye bukan 09/09/10 laa, sbb mlm tu sume sibuk rebus ketupat, masak rendang, main bunga api dan mercun..heheh

marilaah tepek 4-5 keping gamba si kecik comel nie.

kasih: mummy nak pegi mane? nak ikut

Kasih: Org dah boleh berdiri sendri laa, tp mummy nak gak pegang..camne?

Kasih: Mama Long, tolong amikkan toys..kasih nak main

Kasih: No picture pls!

Kasih: Jgn igt saye girl , saye lembut je..saye pun ade skit punk ok! :p

Movie Marathon Review # 2 - Lagenda Budak Setan

2010-06-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

Movie ke 2/3 yg aku tgk haritu..aku sebenarnya berbelah bagi nak tgk movie nie..sbb aku tau wpun lisa surihani sgt cantik, tp lakonan die still long way to go laa..n plus asik2 dgn farid kamil..bosan tgk combination berdua nie..tukar laa dgn org lain..byk lagi jejaka malaya dan singapura yg ade..(bak kate kwn aku..zul huzaimy ke..which is aku sgt setuju)

tp sbb aku tgk trailernye nampak menarik (aku mmg mudah dimanipulasi dgn trailer2)..dan ade fazura dan que haidar plus sahabat aku, sue yg merupakan pembaca setia novel LBS nie nak sgt tgk cite nie..maka kami pilih movie nie utk marathon pada hari tu.

sinopsis cite nie sempoi. budak jahat jadi baik dlm masa 10 minit sbb jumpe pompuan cantik gile name ayu. then percintaan diorg menghadapi mcm2 halangan dan seperti dlm novel, ayu tu mati akhirnya.

logiknye, mmg tak mungkinlaa nak adapt at least 80% isi novel tu ke dlm filem nie. tp tajuk dan citenye tak bersesuaian. aku tak dpt tgk atau mendalami setakat mane kesetanan kasyah tu. sewajarnye ditukar tajuk "lagenda kasyah budak jiwang" atau "lagenda cinta ayu".

walaupun jalan cite agak berterabur dan suku hancur, kesinambungan kelam kabut, dialog yg tak mencengkam jiwa dan sepower spt dlm novel, tp adelaa satu kali tu, air mate aku ni jatuh..heheh.. tp tadeklaa sampai insiden tak cukup tisu spt diclaim oleh penonton2 lbs nie yg lain.

yg pasti sinematografi cite nie cantik..aku ske.. sape yg ske lisa surihani pun mesti ske gile (lupe nak mention, i'm not her fan, but i admit she's damn beautiful) sbb aku tgk movie nie ala2 small portfolio lisa..skit2 gamba lisa..skit2 super fokus kat lisa..haha dan seangkatan dgnnya

walaucamnepun, ini hanya pendapat aku, aku yg byk gile tgk movie2 romantic yg diadapt dr novel oleh penulis2 barat. aku yg nangis berkali2 walaupun dah tgk ayat-ayat cinta ke 5 kalinya.. bukan nak mengangkat karya luar. tp aku rase ade byk je bakat2 yg boleh buat novel cinta nie jd lebih hebat dan berkesan di jiwa penonton. dan mungkin expectation dan citarasa aku lain.

aku bg 2.5/5. tp kalo anda penyokong setia filem2 romantik tempatan, mungkin ratingnye adelah 3.5 atau 4/5..

on him again . .

2010-06-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

i learnt another lesson today . . which is not to continue to sleep after azan subuh . .
why? i had a super bad dream about sumbody that i used to care n hate and care again and hate again (n the cycle continue) n that dream been haunting me..which was very bad! i lost my mood..n can't even think properly..n i was almost reduced to tears..
p/s: mimpi ape laa tu ek? -rahsia-

denial

2010-06-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

i think it is funny when u asked sumone to accompany u to an event and u told him/her that u had no interest in him/her while actually u know it is totally another way round and

i think it is funnier when u think that u'll never be able to be with him/her, but when u had an instinct that him/her is going out wif sumbody, u're desperately want to know whether it is true or not.

but the most funnies part of all, when ppl told u that u're falling for that guy/gal, u try ur best to prove that u're not.

denial .

p/s: itu bukan aku!

akustik di kala tengah malam

2010-06-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

nak tido tp tak dapat..mengapakah? aku rasa kehilangan sbnrnye. serius susah gile kot nak mengilangkan rasa nie. dah cube berbulan2. tp aku end up mencari balik mamat nie. rase loser pun ade. arghhhh! hari2 aku doa agar dpt diilangkan rasa nie. dahlaa malas nak panjangkan cite. semalam aku dah berjaya meluahkan skit perasaan marah yg dah berbuku nie. layan jelaa lagu yuna nie..

Yuna - Missing Star

I can never really tell you why
I've been missing you a lot
And I just have to take another look of your photo in my wallet
Ad there's no reason why I keep your tshirt by my side when I sleep
Pretending you were never really gone

Its like a missing star that always ends up in your sky
Its like the rainbow never comes after the rain
Its like the sun never rises in every of your morning
How am I supposed to live without those things
they are all you

movie marathon review #1 - Letters To Juliet

2010-06-20T17:02:00.000+08:00

this was a romance movie with a simple plot but still managed to cause me to shed some tears. the main casts are Amanda Seyfried as Sophie, Vanessa Redgrave as Claire and Christopher Egan as Charlie.

the story was about encountering new sparks and rekindling old flames. How Sophie who are on a pre-honeymoon with a passionate pasta chef ends up helping out Claire to find her long lost love (50 years to be exact) and eventually Sophie ends up falling for Claire's grandson Charlie. Well, it is never too late to find true love, aite?

the movie also bundles up with great soundtrack and breathtaking landscape of Verona, Italy. 3.75/5